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I'm kinda really frustrated a lot right now. A lot. I'm being driven mad by this combination of having a burning desire for a female companion, barely being able to understand myself let alone the labrynth-like minds of women and struggling with this unshakable feeling that I'm just not that attractive. It kind of feels like a car that's been put in 1st gear and reverse at the same time with somebody flooring the gas so that all you can do is sit stationary, trembling and then burst into flames. Ugh. If this feeling wasn't so persistent and hadn't been eating away at me for months now, I would think that I was just overreacting due to a lack of sleep and still being hung over from last night. What a drunk night...