So, I hate tonight. I want terribly badly to make it as a musician, but tonight makes me wonder about the plausibility of doing that in Boston.
I have always shied away from heading toward larger markets like LA or New York because I always felt like there was too much to compete with. But tonight makes me feel like those may be my only two choices left. My lease is up in May. Maybe I should just move to NYC and take my chances there. Ugh. I hate it. I truly believe in my talent on one end of the spectrum, but I truly understand the lack of importance something like that carries on the other end. What do I need to do to make this all work? There is a missing puzzle piece that I just can't seem to find and it's driving me up a FUCKING WALL!!!
I swear to god (for as much as that means, coming from me) that I will figure this out and I WILL make this happen, but right now, I am frustrated to no end. Humph...
I have always shied away from heading toward larger markets like LA or New York because I always felt like there was too much to compete with. But tonight makes me feel like those may be my only two choices left. My lease is up in May. Maybe I should just move to NYC and take my chances there. Ugh. I hate it. I truly believe in my talent on one end of the spectrum, but I truly understand the lack of importance something like that carries on the other end. What do I need to do to make this all work? There is a missing puzzle piece that I just can't seem to find and it's driving me up a FUCKING WALL!!!
I swear to god (for as much as that means, coming from me) that I will figure this out and I WILL make this happen, but right now, I am frustrated to no end. Humph...VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
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I heard that Boston is pretty sweet. But then again....NYC would be a cool experience if nothing else. If you don't throw yourself into it, then who knows what could have happened? Go for it 
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Boston may be your home, it may always be your home but that doesn't mean you can't attempt living elsewhere for a bit right? If it gets bad, you can always move back!