So I've finally decided on what to focus my nervous rambling on...I've been writing for years...and it's always unfinished bits and pieces...
Well, starting today, I'll be doing research to start writing a full fledged novel...It's going to involve quite a bit of para-normal investigation...and movie watching. I'm going to track down the true elements of what makes an amazing ghost story, and write a new american ghost story...we'll see how that goes...
and...the band ruiner. Fucking incredible.
These lyrics make so much sense...
The Lives we Fear
Maybe if I said something a bit more meaningless than possibly I could make my father proud of the things Ive done.
Throw blood, reckless, onto paper.
You cant expect me to take the same roads so many have crawled down before.
I am fine with dying with regrets- as long as Ive never stopped- making attempts at the sky and tearing down the stars. It never felt right to sit back-letting life pass me by. Saying I could have, would have but never tried.
Ill take my chances with the late nights, the bitter arguments. Well get by on the skin of our teeth I never needed more
Ill take my chances with the harsh criticism and the failed relationships
well get by on the skin of our teeth... I never needed more
I have it all, I never needed more than a bag full of clothes and a fucked up van. Just give me 20 minutes to sweat out the feeling... give me 20 minutes to run my self dead. This is my outlet, this is my mid life crisis. Though it started at 16 I dont plan on seeing 30.
Ill stay thankful for the hand outs, thankful for the chance
Well, starting today, I'll be doing research to start writing a full fledged novel...It's going to involve quite a bit of para-normal investigation...and movie watching. I'm going to track down the true elements of what makes an amazing ghost story, and write a new american ghost story...we'll see how that goes...
and...the band ruiner. Fucking incredible.
These lyrics make so much sense...
The Lives we Fear
Maybe if I said something a bit more meaningless than possibly I could make my father proud of the things Ive done.
Throw blood, reckless, onto paper.
You cant expect me to take the same roads so many have crawled down before.
I am fine with dying with regrets- as long as Ive never stopped- making attempts at the sky and tearing down the stars. It never felt right to sit back-letting life pass me by. Saying I could have, would have but never tried.
Ill take my chances with the late nights, the bitter arguments. Well get by on the skin of our teeth I never needed more
Ill take my chances with the harsh criticism and the failed relationships
well get by on the skin of our teeth... I never needed more
I have it all, I never needed more than a bag full of clothes and a fucked up van. Just give me 20 minutes to sweat out the feeling... give me 20 minutes to run my self dead. This is my outlet, this is my mid life crisis. Though it started at 16 I dont plan on seeing 30.
Ill stay thankful for the hand outs, thankful for the chance