thefuckingdaddy

"Symptoms of a lumbering coquetry became visible in her, and Archer found the strength to break in: But Madame Olenskahas she gone to Newport too?"
---Edith Wharton, "The Age of Innocence"

It's monday and I'm not at work... this signifies my lack of wanting to go back to my current place of employment... for better or for worse, as was quote from Henry IV, I...
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no journal entries... or posting... or anything... too busy being poor, and drunk.

just another day in paradise... yeaaaaah.

....and hearts pounding everywhere.

I washed an entire book of poetry in the laundry today... Pablo Neruda no less... Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair... nobel prize material that shredded with the wash!!! arghhhh!!!!

so here is some Yi-Young Lee


At the gates of the city in which I love you,
the sea hauls the sun on its back,
strikes the land, which rebukes it.
what ardor...
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Ha ha! I've got power and you don't...

Brothers and sisters, the name of the game is power
If you ain't playing power, You're in the wrong place

9:53 8HRS AND 7 minutes to go...

adbusters, how do you expect people to get everywhere on bicycles... you're making this really difficult on me... what if space aliens come and blow the planet up anyways... all this will be for naught.


The hills step off into whiteness.
People or stars
Regard me sadly, I disappoint them.

The train leaves a line of breath.
O slow
Horse the colour of rust,

Hooves,...
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Night falls fast.
Today is in the past.

Blown from the dark hill hither to my door
Three flake, then four
Arrive, then many more.

-Edna St. Vincent Millay

finishing "asylum" poem / bike riding to work / drinking too much / turned my xp into a mac... / listening to the Eurythmics and Astral Weeks... slowly making my appartment look less like a DMZ....
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The only people who will ever tell you the truth, the absolute unbiased truth are those whom love you moreso than themselves, and those who utterly deplore you.

-me.

now, back to listening to Nick Drake...

And love love love
Is a dangerous drug
You have to receive it
And you still can't
Get enough of the stuff

It's savage and it's cruel
And it shines like destruction
Comes in like the flood
And it seems like religion
It's noble and it's brutal
It distorts and deranges
And it wrenches you up
And you're left like a zombie


it's only monday......
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Yay! I passed out on the bathroom floor next to the bar that I DJ at... luckily two old friends at a club that my OLD roomate dj'd at, who know me very well scooped me up and took me home... I was quite lucid after my little nap, but.... Thats certainly not my worst drunken moment.... but, it has it's charms...

Now I need...
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