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What up peoples!

First things first, I wanna take time and thank everyone for the support and advice about treating this depression. So far, I've doing mostly cardio, push ups, sit ups, and been experimenting with yoga. Right now, I feel pretty good. No like exuberant, but better than I was before. I know this is not going to be easy going in, but I...
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alisa:
that wasn't creepy at all. it was actually really sweet. biggrin
alisa:

First things first, I wanna take time and thank everyone for the support and advice about treating this depression. So far, I've doing mostly cardio, push ups, sit ups, and been experimenting with yoga. Right now, I feel pretty good. No like exuberant, but better than I was before. I know this is not going to be easy going in, but I know I can do if I just believe in myself



you so can and it says volumes that you recognize it and are putting in the effort to change it. i've been diagnosed with severe clinical depression but haven't had a huge problem with it once i started a family. it still gives me trouble every once in awhile but i know that the end result of the depression isn't an option for me anymore. i have so much to live for and would be silly to go back down that road again.

and aren't push-ups the best?! i found them about 3 months before i got pregnant and i hated them at first. but now i miss doing them everyday.

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About my depression:

I've looking up some alternatives to the anti-depressants(ya know like exercise, fish oil, less alcohol consumption) and I figured I'll just do that instead. Let's see how that works out.

Also I found this De La Soul video and it took me back to a time where people actually gave a fuck about their communities.






lyrics:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

POS:
The...
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lizaeth:
Thanks for the De La Soul. Haven't heard from those boy is a while.
I hope your looking up these days.
snarky:
Let me know how things are going for you dear.

I found out that I am getting my tonsils removed Tuesday and I am short on money to pay for the stupid surgery.

Im a sad panda.
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You know Kurt Vonnegut, right?

You don't? Well, just nod your head and pretend you do, aiight?

Anyway in his book "Breakfast of Champions", which was suppose to his "last" book, he was saying this book was gonna be dumping ground for the junk that's in his head. In other words, the books will contain images and stories that've been clogging his brain for years...
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padre:
yeah, 3 days a week 20 hours a week
padre:
I have 24 hours to find another job tongue
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I'm actually forcing myself to write this. I just didn't that damn sentence staring me in the face every time I click here.

So my mom thinks I should get a shrink for possible depression. How's that for good news? I might do it, but I don't want to one of those people that doped up on Happy Pills and live through life in a...
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tallboy66:
Ah yes the good ole' days.

I saw a guy drag a girl to the ground and punch her in the face at a club in Detroit, I had no idea a guy could be thrown out of a bar spread eagle.

padre:
Slipping slope, man whatever
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Somebody bring me a yuppie so I can punch him in the face!!! mad mad mad

(I swear I'll have an actual journal later on. Promise)
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darqkloud:
They truly are a wort on the ass of society.
ash:
I can dress up as a yuppie, act like one .. and *then* u can have my permission to punch me in the face for doing so. Isnt that as good as the real thing?
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Why are people so goddam stupid!?!?!?!

Srsly, like make-you-wanna-go-on-a-murder-spree stupid?

That is all.
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darqkloud:
That's what Grand Theft Auto is for!

(which I don't have, yet.)
snarky:
I miss you too honey bee. How are you doing dear?
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Aiight time for a new bloggy blog blog.

First off, does anybody know what a "black-white" is?

That's what this dude asked me last week. I was hanging out at Liar's and this drunk dude next to me wanted to start a conversation cuz, I dunno, he wanted to talk to somebody. Anyway, I couldn't remember much of what we talked about, but he asked...
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tallboy66:
To tell you the truth I had a friend back in Detroit and we could have candid conversations about race and the politics of Detroit after leaving though I've found out the majority of the world doesn't share my sense of observational sarcasm.

I guess you're the guy who hangs out in "white" places confused again I had the same situation in Detroit as the white guy in a city with the pop. being 85% African American.

The thing is it seems the Hip-Hop/Gangsta culture is the hot seller now so that's the new stereotype of Black guys.
brookelynne:
it's been a minute wink
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salome:
Well it is a pretty awesome picture
norn:
thanks! <3
wow that is wicked.
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I'm gonna act like a hopeful and say ZOMG!!111!!!! PLEASE FILL OUT MY SURVEY AT THE BOTTOM I WOULD SO APPRECIATE KTHANX!!!!!!!!!!

But if ya wanna the journal and shit, that's cool too.
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Annnnnnnd vacation's overfrown

But it wasn't that bad going back to work. I just need to watch my back so it won't get all achy breaky and shit.

Anyway, vacation was...
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aralia131:
aww vacation over. It sounds like something last weekend except it was drunk political talk. Eh.

alisa:
thanks

i can't answer any one of those survey questions. they are too restricting because there are different types of each category. and i would give more than answer for all three.



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As of this past Tuesday, I'm officially on VACATION!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin



Now I can drink beer and sleep. biggrin biggrin And finally play F.E.A.R. Thank God.
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padre:
Thanks for the song, helps bring it home smile
twinkie:
ah heheh cool! yeah i need to make a post about that....!