Hey kids! Your Friendly Neigborhood Freak has just gotten himself a 5-day vacation, on account of being suspended for a BS complaint and having the CUNT of a manager handling said suspension:
A. Talk to me like I'm a retarded 5-year-old, and
B. Say, AND I QUOTE, "I don't know how you're still here."
Now, I've been @Verizon for almost 5 fucking years. I've had PERFECT ATTENDANCE since I started. I've had my manager say I'm a GREAT operator, I get along w/99% of the people I work with, and I KNOW HOW TO DO MY FUCKING JOB.
IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I DEAL W/RETARDED AND PISSY PEOPLE EVERY FRIGGIN' DAY FOR HALF THE PAY MANY OF MY FUCKING COWORKERS ARE MAKING BECAUSE THE FUCKING UNION DECIDED TO BEND THE REST OF US LOW-SENIORITY PEOPLE OVER FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE REST OF THEM. I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO GO IN EVERY DAY AND DO MY SHIT JOB BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING FEEL LIKE BEING FUCKING HOMELESS AND MOVING BACK HOME ISN'T A FUCKING OPTION FOR ME!!! I TRY SO HARD, AND WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET?!? BULLSHIT, THAT'S WHAT'S FUCKING WHAT!
I dunno guys. I was starting to get somewhere. I'm in school, I was finally getting shit done around the apt., I'm dating a wonderful girl who cares about me and is there for me...
Someone doesn't want me happy.
I can NEVER be content for too long. Something always happens. It gets to the point where I'm sick of fucking trying. I really am.
What's the point?
I feel like I can't accomplish SHIT w/o being shit ON.
I'm really sorry about this journal, guys. I do my derndest to post funny things and to say hi to everybody and to make you all smile. Because I know you would do the same for me.
So now's the time, kids. Because I feel really, really small right now......
I don't know what to do anymore...
-TM
A. Talk to me like I'm a retarded 5-year-old, and
B. Say, AND I QUOTE, "I don't know how you're still here."
Now, I've been @Verizon for almost 5 fucking years. I've had PERFECT ATTENDANCE since I started. I've had my manager say I'm a GREAT operator, I get along w/99% of the people I work with, and I KNOW HOW TO DO MY FUCKING JOB.
IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I DEAL W/RETARDED AND PISSY PEOPLE EVERY FRIGGIN' DAY FOR HALF THE PAY MANY OF MY FUCKING COWORKERS ARE MAKING BECAUSE THE FUCKING UNION DECIDED TO BEND THE REST OF US LOW-SENIORITY PEOPLE OVER FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE REST OF THEM. I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO GO IN EVERY DAY AND DO MY SHIT JOB BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING FEEL LIKE BEING FUCKING HOMELESS AND MOVING BACK HOME ISN'T A FUCKING OPTION FOR ME!!! I TRY SO HARD, AND WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET?!? BULLSHIT, THAT'S WHAT'S FUCKING WHAT!
I dunno guys. I was starting to get somewhere. I'm in school, I was finally getting shit done around the apt., I'm dating a wonderful girl who cares about me and is there for me...
Someone doesn't want me happy.
I can NEVER be content for too long. Something always happens. It gets to the point where I'm sick of fucking trying. I really am.
What's the point?
I feel like I can't accomplish SHIT w/o being shit ON.
I'm really sorry about this journal, guys. I do my derndest to post funny things and to say hi to everybody and to make you all smile. Because I know you would do the same for me.
So now's the time, kids. Because I feel really, really small right now......
I don't know what to do anymore...
-TM
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reversehalo:
I feel your pain. I have serious issues with monotony as well as authority. I hate to take orders from an idiot or have an idiot (whose job I have to do for them) be paid more than me. Ive never been able to fathom how people can conform to the Great American Way of the Monday through Friday, 40-hour work week where you do the same shit over and over and over and over until one day you retire or die. The thought of that makes me want to scream and run head first into a fucking wall. Oh, and Im definitely NOT a customer service type person. Stoopid people get on my nerves and then I start being an ass. I need to just when the Megamillions lotto and get it over with already. And it sounds to me like you need to find something else before you lose the sliver of sanity you have left.
indecisive:
Ahh, I didn't get to check this, I'm so sorry. It sucks being in an environment like that, but sometimes people can be ruthless, and it kills you... You get stronger from it. I hope it gets better, or might already have, I'm not sure, I have to go read your most recent journal entry first. 