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Still in NC, sitting at my father's kitchen table basking in the bleakness that is my solitude, wondering if a move back home to habitate my grandfather's house while he, my father, is out fraternizing with his woman (even though he still supposedly laments his second failed marriage). Gee, I'm sharing much more than I used to here.


Anyways, trying to block away the doubts...
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The Update for those who care to know:

I DID go to see my dying grandfather. Arrived Sunday 1/8 around 1 in the afternoon. Most of the family was there, brother was still asleep at our grandfather's house (it was also gameday so go figure). Spent the night in the room and damned if my grandfather wasn't doing better come Monday morning! So well, in...
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cassiel:
my condolences
scottsmallin:
J-dub!1 I wrote you back the other day to only find out from another member that I replied basically to my own journal entry or something. so, I am trying once again. I hope everything works out and I am sorry to hear about your grandpa. if you need anything I amon 48th dude. jUst let me know.
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Thursday evening at aproximately 6:45 my grandfather was taken to the hospital. For a few years he has suffered from Alzheimer's and now he is fighting a more understandable, physical condition; Pnuemonia. Not on a respirator but breathing with the help of a machine, his right lung is filled with fluid, his blood is septic. My father is waiting for his father to die. The...
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kumbel:
like the others, i'm very sorry to hear about your granddad. based on very recent experiences, i think you should go.

my dad passed last november. he and i didn't get along at all, and i considered not going at first hile he was in hospital. i am very glad i did now that it's all over. i would've regreted it the rest of my life.

on a different note, the monkey puppet is from a short we did. still un-named, it's sock monkey porn, in a cheesy 70's style, taken waaaay too far. it's a bunch of bored post production cohorts and i and we do 2 or 3 shorts a year in our spare time, with different subjects every time. we finally started sending them into festivals and competitions, so keep your fingers crossed for us.

best of luck with your family situation. hope all goes as well as possible.
scottsmallin:
I wish i did man, but I don;t know of anyone right now. I will keep my ears open
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Thursday evening at aproximately 6:45 my grandfather was taken to the hospital. For a few years he has suffered from Alzheimer's and now he is fighting a more understandable, physical condition; Pnuemonia. Not on a respirator but breathing with the help of a machine, his right lung is filled with fluid, his blood is septic. My father is waiting for his father to die. The...
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Thank Christ, Dick Clark is back.

When did Mariah Carey go ghetto?

When did Mariah Carey gain the weight?

Oop, time for a shot!
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A long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
Oh the days go by so fast

And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven
I wish you would...
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cassiel:
I used to really like Counting Crows, especially that song
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Fuck the world the next few days. I've got a few friends to see and a bottle of Smirnoff to kill. And eBay owes me a check. Christmas is beginning to look good.


Happy Holidays folks!
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RIP, Mr. Pryor. You're life is no longer calling.

``I had some great things and I had some bad things. The best and the worst,'' he said in 1995. ``In other words, I had a life.''



Not his last words but the words I wish to remember him by. Those... and fuck, motherfuck, pussy, goddamn and shit biggrin

You were the best.

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tangledupinblue:
heya, pleased t meet another raymond chandler fan. The man is just the king of words.
faye:
Hey,

Thanks for the comment. The strip club is still on! I'm buying him this special package thing actually where three girls bring him up on stage, and they eat each other out over him and embarass him all to shit. I really think it's going to be great.

And if I get a lap dance out of the deal...well the RIGHT ON cause I've never had one before. *LOL

Merry Christmas! kiss
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You do not create your reality. It is governed by others' perception of you. You're only a success if others perceive you that way.


Ain't life a bitch!
zaksmith:
uh...ya think?

anyway, thanks for the kind words about my stuff