thefly

It has finally dawned on me that to reach the ever limits of human understanding that a person must become completely alienated from all others of humankind for the rest of his own species cannot, nay, will not allow themselves the ability to understand fact and logic that this one may stumble upon but also not give up superstition, wishing instead to rest in comfortable ignorance than to embrace the unknown, to understand the unknown. What is the greater sin, to cling on to centuries old superstition and false logic, or to dabble in the macabre and sinister? Why must the basic tenets of being human, knowledgeable capacity and curiosity, be the very things we should deny ourselves?

Blame all of this on me watching Sherlock Holmes and realizing how truly alone I am for not thinking like everyone else. Yes, I am elitist; but I am willing to teach and to learn and to love others. I cannot permit myself to be less than I am to do it, however. I've done it for thirty years now and I realize I accept myself being along and being myself than pretending to fit in a society where I do not. The majority rules, that doesn't mean the majority is right.

I must admit, I'm reaching the end of my days of this mortal realm.