I feel it again. The feeling , deep somewhere in my mind. It makes food not taste good. It makes everything seem dull , grey and without meaning. The depression. I feel myself closing up, pushing people away. Getting lonelier and lonelier. I cant help it, everything annoys me. People hurt me easily and I hurt others. I'm losing them and I don't think I can get them back. How can I stop this? I've tried everything. It's just not good enough
