thefabpersian

so the whole "lust on girl with bf" thing fizzled out pretty quickly after it lost its appeal

so today, I was sitting and thinking about my singlehood, and how much I don't like it, and I realized something

the last time I had a real crush on a girl, like a crush of actual substance on a girl I could really see myself getting into a relationship with, was almost a year ago

I haven't had a crush on a girl in almost a year, and that is extremely frustrating, and then I also realized that this frustration is one of the main factors in me being angsty, irritable, and just plain angry all the time

man, I wish I just had a crush on a girl so I didn't feel so frustrated

you know how you feel when you have all this pent up anger? well I have a whole bunch of pent up love sitting right there next to the anger, except the anger has sprung a leak and is pouring out, but the love just sits there stagnating

DAMN YOU CUPID!


on a side note: has anyone ever wanted to go to a therapist merely because they're interested and curious as to what they would have to say about you? I know I do




piratechicken