Starting this new job at Brandi's as a Lap Girl Dancer makes me feel good but nervous! Good because it is the classiest strip club in town and nervous because I'm always so self conscious. I do know that if they hired me it is because I do fit there but I guess I'm just not good at competing against cattiness and that makes me overthinking. I do what I love and I love what I do. I will of course get there with my head up high but the anxiety of not being accepted as the new girl freak me out a little bit. Oooohhhh goddamn anxiety. Needed to get this outta my chest folks!
On another hand, working there is going to be so nice and classy and sexy and I cannot wait! I'm very excited like you have no idea!!! Went shopping for new lingerie yesterday according to the outfit requirement for each night. Not to mention those Pleaser heels.🖤 I will post that new stuff I bought later this evening on my Instagram.
Have a lovely day y'all xxo
