theedgewalker

Yay for not getting too far with everything that I need to do this summer...

Still don't know about school for the fall.
Still don't have the motorcycle running solidly.
Still don't have my motorcycle license.
Still don't know about school for the fall.
Still don't have any money saved up for the fall.
Still don't have my workout routine completely solid.
Still haven't gotten ahead in my summer school classes.
Still haven't gotten my diet in order.
Still don't know about school for the fall.

I guess its pretty obvious that school is a big deal for me at the moment, and there's a good reason. If I don't make it to U of IL this fall I may be done with college for a while, and I really don't want to stop without a bachelor's degree right now. There's plenty I can do that I want to do that I don't need the degree for, but the one thing that I dream about doing is the only thing that I need a degree to do. I want to design buildings, the farther along I get, the more I want to do it, I think I'm well on my way to having a passion for it, and I've never had a true passion for anything, the closest I've ever come to being passionate about something is creating and playing music. Once again I need to tell myself its time to kick it in the ass and get going.