Friday Aug 04, 2006

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she blows me away
i need to go to her.as soon as
its driving me crazy

life elsewhere sucks, though my driving lessons are going well!YES!
starsnflames:
still in love with LOLO? can t blame you, she s hot!!!! wink
starsnflames:
thank for loving my tat!!! i like it too, my artist did a great job!! need to do my left sleeve now, maybe next year!!! need a job and money!!! wink

Monday Jul 31, 2006

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I have the biggestcrushever! onLolo!!!

im still confused about what im doing with myself right now.im sure ill figure it out sooner or later.
I need to plan visits to see Lolo asap!

I should really be thinking about what i need to do, maybe looking for a new job? and most deffinatly cleaning up my flat. pffft. i cant be...
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starsnflames:
and god you are pretty too, you and LOLO, what a nice pair!!! love wink
_pauly_:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss biggrin

Friday Jul 28, 2006

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I suck.
i really dont know why i bother updating, its the same old depressive shit.

My relationship is on the verge of being over, and all i can do is cry and sleep. oh and listen to love songs with my heart ache.I dont know where im going or what im doing anymore.i want to run away from myself.i cant handle this. i dont...
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pure:
Being alone isn't the end of the world.. It's hard break-ups
Think in the long run though, maybe you could be happier alone?
Hot photos also babe love love love
Plenty young studs out there swallow broken glass to be with you
Thanks bday messages kiss

X
lolo:
fucking wurd.
soon. promises. x

Monday Jul 17, 2006

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ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


I FUCKING HATE MYLIFE RIGHT NOW

*balls eyes out*

someone save me
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pure:
wtf?!?
pure:
I like your "about me" Sugar coated metal with a spinkle of dirty bitch!
Hope happier kiss kiss kiss

Monday Jul 10, 2006

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Im falling apart and i feel dead inside.whats happening to me!?!

im off work for another 2 weeks(been off one already) due to anxiety and panic(attacks)

ive been such an un happy person in the last 4/5 months, reading my blogs to just made me realise how long ive felt like this.

my relationships falling apart and my heads in ruins.i dont like who im...
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gujsel:
why sweety this feeelings ....i'm near you ... kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
series11:
I'm sorry... I hope that you feel better. When I feel like this I usually have to make a change in something with my life. I joined the army for a change but I also had other reasons. I hope things will get better for you. Take care

Saturday Jun 24, 2006

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i havent updated in awhile, because one, i suck and im sooooo boring at the moment i could make an insomnica to sleep!

man i need to feel sexy again, im feeling pretty rough at the moment. i jsut need a goo seeing to i think! haha.
i cant stop thinking about sex, but when it comes down to it i feel crappy about myself...
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idoru:
sorry you feel crappy. I never update either becuase I'm boring. I just work and sleep and read. it's not much to talk about. I think the bangs look good on you. of course you can always do fake bangs with long hair. I'm the wrong person to be giving you advice about this though, cuz I spent a year doing fake bangs before I got up the nerve to cut them for real and now that they're grown out a bit I can't decide whether to trim them or let them grow out again whatever
pure:
Cheer up chicky... Looking gorgeous with or without bangs kiss

Monday Jun 05, 2006

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a song can take you back to a time that you loved so much. and the sound of that song no matter how fantatic and what it represents just makes you want to cry...

ive lost who i am and where im going.

i need to put my life into perspective. its a lil terrifying.its been put in a box and not been opened for...
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Sunday May 28, 2006

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hey all, guess what im in a good mood today! shocked
haha. nothing special has happened but i just feel smiley.

yesterday me and nathan went to newcastle to go bargin shopping, and we found some great deals. i got 3 new pairs of shoes, a pencil skirt, 2 new tops, 3 new belts, 1 neck scalf, 2 new pj sets, a headband and a knecklas,...
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gujsel:
hi sweety ...compliments for your purchases ...your news body mods..are fantastic when can can wesee realize this? i think you are fantastic....kisses and have a marvellous week ,,,like you wink smile surreal eeek kiss kiss kiss kiss
pure:
Sounds like lot fun kiss

Tuesday May 23, 2006

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how about a drained and pathetic, fuck off too me.

i need a friend

a diet

and a new everything
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ziricote:
A good diet would help you feel better for sure, I see you asked for help in the nutrition and diet group, good on you smile
If you've got any questions about food, diet, exercise I'd be happy to help.
I wouldn't mind a new 'everything', the everything I have now sucks monkey balls ooo aaa
EDIT - just checked your pics, holy cow :jaw: (they should really have a jaw dropping smiley on this site whatever )

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ziricote:
No problem, I'm sure you'll at least feel better with a good diet and workout regime smile

Tuesday May 16, 2006

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I would love to come on here and be like heeeey im so happy right now ive had a great day/week/month

that aint going to happen

im in this awful state of mind at the moment, which i am having great difficultly break free from.Im alone, my friends are far from reach and now more than acquaintances. Me and my guy arent getting on greatly...
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lolo:
oh my lovely. i hope you are okay?

you can always email me if you need to talk etc xxx
gujsel:
oh my sweety .....good luck for all...i love your thoughts ....and your pics ....remember i'm your friend ....kisses i hope you have a marvellous week ...like you kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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