So i couldnt be bothered to update anything at all this week.
been feel really ill with bad migrains and just wanted to sleep
So me and nathan are gettin along really well. we got all snuggley and squidgy in bed last night and hugged and giggled for ages. it was nice. just need a bit more of that passion back too and itll be great.
Im still on the sick, but i doubt itll be much longer as my GP is a nob and ill probs get taken off the sick next week as ive missed my 'sessions' with anixety worker.bollocks.Im going to look for a new job anyway, gona sort my CV out today i reckon. well get the bits sorted and get nath to do it for me when he gets in lol.
I suppose any job is goin to help us at the moment as we are so skint.but i have to be careful dont want to work some where my panic attacks will be shitter, though my GP has put me on citalopram again, and as im nto drinkin or doin drugs at all at the mo they seem to be working!yey.need them to be stronger mind.
Driving lesson on wed, not had one in 2 weeks so im a bit nervous.i dunno why i just like to have a lil drive about before my next lesson so i have improved, but with mummy away i cant.humph.
My benefits arent going to be sorted for the end of this month i know it. and its pissed me off like no other we are gona be fuckedAGAIN for money i want to cry. but im feelin happy today i dont want to think about it.
i had a few plans for today but i cant do them as ive lost my flat keys and nathans locked me in and wont be home till 6pm tonight arghh.buggery i might have to go look for them.
anyway hope your all well, thanks for my nice comments.
and hope we all take the time to remember the events which happened on this day five years ago. rest in peace.
xx]
been feel really ill with bad migrains and just wanted to sleep
So me and nathan are gettin along really well. we got all snuggley and squidgy in bed last night and hugged and giggled for ages. it was nice. just need a bit more of that passion back too and itll be great.
Im still on the sick, but i doubt itll be much longer as my GP is a nob and ill probs get taken off the sick next week as ive missed my 'sessions' with anixety worker.bollocks.Im going to look for a new job anyway, gona sort my CV out today i reckon. well get the bits sorted and get nath to do it for me when he gets in lol.
I suppose any job is goin to help us at the moment as we are so skint.but i have to be careful dont want to work some where my panic attacks will be shitter, though my GP has put me on citalopram again, and as im nto drinkin or doin drugs at all at the mo they seem to be working!yey.need them to be stronger mind.
Driving lesson on wed, not had one in 2 weeks so im a bit nervous.i dunno why i just like to have a lil drive about before my next lesson so i have improved, but with mummy away i cant.humph.
My benefits arent going to be sorted for the end of this month i know it. and its pissed me off like no other we are gona be fuckedAGAIN for money i want to cry. but im feelin happy today i dont want to think about it.
i had a few plans for today but i cant do them as ive lost my flat keys and nathans locked me in and wont be home till 6pm tonight arghh.buggery i might have to go look for them.
anyway hope your all well, thanks for my nice comments.
and hope we all take the time to remember the events which happened on this day five years ago. rest in peace.
xx]