thee_raiden

ive changed my outlook, well its in progress

Im just going to try and be happy, i talked things through with my bf, we are going to try our best and sort us out.
if it doesnt work we can deal with it then.
Anyway trying to make plans to find a new job, look for a new place this flat is running us dry its way too expensive, might even go on the council housing list, itll save us money and i can go back to college and hopefully be a piercing apprentice for my fave place, metal guru-im going to investigate tomorrow.
Im not going to let myself get in this stupid despressed state of mind anymore.only me can change things.

When i have a bitta cash sorted im gona also visit lolo and she is going to shoot a set for me.my sg name is not blackaurora
im lending a camara off my sister soon so i can do some new poses!haha

even though i have a pile ofhouse work to do, im feeling happy today!morning sex always helps
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