Im falling apart and i feel dead inside.whats happening to me!?!
im off work for another 2 weeks(been off one already) due to anxiety and panic(attacks)
ive been such an un happy person in the last 4/5 months, reading my blogs to just made me realise how long ive felt like this.
my relationships falling apart and my heads in ruins.i dont like who im turning into or who i am-i dont even want to be in the same room as myself anymore-i try not to think.
im so lonely, all i want to do is sleep.
im off work for another 2 weeks(been off one already) due to anxiety and panic(attacks)
ive been such an un happy person in the last 4/5 months, reading my blogs to just made me realise how long ive felt like this.
my relationships falling apart and my heads in ruins.i dont like who im turning into or who i am-i dont even want to be in the same room as myself anymore-i try not to think.
im so lonely, all i want to do is sleep.
gujsel:
why sweety this feeelings ....i'm near you ... 
series11:
I'm sorry... I hope that you feel better. When I feel like this I usually have to make a change in something with my life. I joined the army for a change but I also had other reasons. I hope things will get better for you. Take care