thee_raiden

Im an addict

im addicted to ...
junk food
being lazy
self crtisitsm
hot ladies
orgasms
tats
love
romance
the net
thinking too much
hoping too much
not doin enough
loose my thoughts....im addicted to a lot more

i orginally started typing as there was a valid point to one addiction but i forget what it is now.

Its my mans birthday today he is 22.we are probs going to sumo a local alt night, we are so skint tho.meh. least i managed to bunge some gifts for him on my credit card. which is nearly maxed out.i hate being skint i want my tattoo finished i want my new ones started.i need to find a decent tattoo artist and get nathan to finish my designs. meh

oh yeh i remember what i wanted to write.

im addicted to photographing myself!

My digital camara was actually me nobhead step fathers and after he decided to try punch me he then took it off me.

i miss posing and posting, i miss compliments and feeling hot and acomplished when a photo turns out awesome.bah. i shall have to save and buy a new one.

i should really be on my way to town or my flat now to get some things finished. front room and kitchenare painted and in the middle of doin our bedroom. we are crashing there tonight if i can get it sorted then shall move in properly over sat sun and mon.

i think i need a shower.

Xx