Monday Jul 17, 2006

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ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


I FUCKING HATE MYLIFE RIGHT NOW

*balls eyes out*

someone save me
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pure:
wtf?!?
pure:
I like your "about me" Sugar coated metal with a spinkle of dirty bitch!
Hope happier kiss kiss kiss

Monday Jul 10, 2006

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Im falling apart and i feel dead inside.whats happening to me!?!

im off work for another 2 weeks(been off one already) due to anxiety and panic(attacks)

ive been such an un happy person in the last 4/5 months, reading my blogs to just made me realise how long ive felt like this.

my relationships falling apart and my heads in ruins.i dont like who im...
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gujsel:
why sweety this feeelings ....i'm near you ... kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
series11:
I'm sorry... I hope that you feel better. When I feel like this I usually have to make a change in something with my life. I joined the army for a change but I also had other reasons. I hope things will get better for you. Take care

Saturday Jun 24, 2006

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i havent updated in awhile, because one, i suck and im sooooo boring at the moment i could make an insomnica to sleep!

man i need to feel sexy again, im feeling pretty rough at the moment. i jsut need a goo seeing to i think! haha.
i cant stop thinking about sex, but when it comes down to it i feel crappy about myself...
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idoru:
sorry you feel crappy. I never update either becuase I'm boring. I just work and sleep and read. it's not much to talk about. I think the bangs look good on you. of course you can always do fake bangs with long hair. I'm the wrong person to be giving you advice about this though, cuz I spent a year doing fake bangs before I got up the nerve to cut them for real and now that they're grown out a bit I can't decide whether to trim them or let them grow out again whatever
pure:
Cheer up chicky... Looking gorgeous with or without bangs kiss

Monday Jun 05, 2006

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a song can take you back to a time that you loved so much. and the sound of that song no matter how fantatic and what it represents just makes you want to cry...

ive lost who i am and where im going.

i need to put my life into perspective. its a lil terrifying.its been put in a box and not been opened for...
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Sunday May 28, 2006

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hey all, guess what im in a good mood today! shocked
haha. nothing special has happened but i just feel smiley.

yesterday me and nathan went to newcastle to go bargin shopping, and we found some great deals. i got 3 new pairs of shoes, a pencil skirt, 2 new tops, 3 new belts, 1 neck scalf, 2 new pj sets, a headband and a knecklas,...
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gujsel:
hi sweety ...compliments for your purchases ...your news body mods..are fantastic when can can wesee realize this? i think you are fantastic....kisses and have a marvellous week ,,,like you wink smile surreal eeek kiss kiss kiss kiss
pure:
Sounds like lot fun kiss

Tuesday May 23, 2006

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how about a drained and pathetic, fuck off too me.

i need a friend

a diet

and a new everything
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ziricote:
A good diet would help you feel better for sure, I see you asked for help in the nutrition and diet group, good on you smile
If you've got any questions about food, diet, exercise I'd be happy to help.
I wouldn't mind a new 'everything', the everything I have now sucks monkey balls ooo aaa
EDIT - just checked your pics, holy cow :jaw: (they should really have a jaw dropping smiley on this site whatever )

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ziricote:
No problem, I'm sure you'll at least feel better with a good diet and workout regime smile

Tuesday May 16, 2006

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I would love to come on here and be like heeeey im so happy right now ive had a great day/week/month

that aint going to happen

im in this awful state of mind at the moment, which i am having great difficultly break free from.Im alone, my friends are far from reach and now more than acquaintances. Me and my guy arent getting on greatly...
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lolo:
oh my lovely. i hope you are okay?

you can always email me if you need to talk etc xxx
gujsel:
oh my sweety .....good luck for all...i love your thoughts ....and your pics ....remember i'm your friend ....kisses i hope you have a marvellous week ...like you kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

Wednesday May 10, 2006

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womens time of the month SUCKS

i just ate 16 mini cakes!


what the fuck...whos a fatty



mad
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gujsel:
oh fatty.....sweety ..you jokes ..you are perfect ...this mini cakes are luckys.....kisss and huggies have a nice weekend kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
gujsel:
: love surreal kiss frown smile surreal kiss surreal kiss kiss kiss kiss smile love

Monday May 08, 2006

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i have tummy ache frown

apart from that life is going fine. flat is sorted and we are settled.

i just feel bored. i think its coz i know i cant do much till i get paid and i have to be responsible with my money.

Tattoo is gona be added too at the beginning of june, ogna travel to leeds i think to get inked...
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gujsel:
hi my dear......how are you.....?when have a tattoo? many kisses have a nice day ....gorgeus like you
kiss kiss kiss kiss
lolliepop:
I like panic at the disco smile People care too much about labelling people these days. Rubber ducks are awesome love

Friday Apr 28, 2006

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Im an addict

im addicted to ...
junk food
being lazy
self crtisitsm
hot ladies
orgasms
tats
love
romance
the net
thinking too much
hoping too much
not doin enough
loose my thoughts....im addicted to a lot more

i orginally started typing as there was a valid point to one addiction but i forget what it is now.

Its my mans birthday today he is...
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polymer_boy:
it's sooooo easy to be an addicted to not to do enough...

you're really lovely, lady smile
coldandwet:
Your list is very similar to mine! But Im also addicted to cigarettes, biting my nails and scratching my balls wink

Tuesday Apr 25, 2006

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Wooooo! i got my flat! it all went through yesterday. So im skint till my man gets pais on friday, i dont like his weekly pay but for once its come in handy!
Went and got some essencials yesterday, nathans parents are giving us alot of stuff, thank god.Got some paints too, so gonna go round and paint all day, theres nothing there yet so...
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lolo:
Lady I'm in the process of buying a digital SLR and I would love love love to shoot a set for you...

PS- Did you buy a flat? Or you renting?
missshell:
you are pretty all the time

Friday Apr 21, 2006

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Im having such a shit week

i feel ugly

i have cried

i have thought way too much, but still not enough.

i need saving from me for a while
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missshell:
aww thanks for the hug beautiful, sending one back at you

i would save you kiss
polymer_boy:
Do you feel ugly!!! eeek

my god, our civilization is near to its end, I'm sure...
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