ANXIOUS MO FO
Serious as a heart attack!/ makes me feel this way/ no device to measure/ no words can define/ I mean what I'm trying to say/ is what I can express/ let alone possess?
------------------------------d. boon, the minutmen
i REALLY miss d. boon today. his b-day was yesterday, fuck.
i am really tired of the war. felt like shit yesterday, today i am kinda pissed off. trying to hold onto good feelings, but not succeeding.
was supposed to have the big date #2 with j., but she cancelled to work on an art project she's way committed to -- which kind makes me like her more, 'cause if i am gonna date someone, they might as well be as busy with stuff they dig to do as i am, or else it probably won't work.
alan's "love in vain" film is now totally moving towards the front-burner at hbo films, and there's already like 60 people on the payroll -- need to figger out how to get my lil bro on the payroll too (he's a computer whiz.) and i'm headed to portland this weekend to talk to alan about alan and robert johnson and dylan and jagger and lynch and scorcese and all the other motherfuckers who are part of this crazy story. i have a LOT of work to do on that project, man. gotta watch everything tim blake nelson has directed thus far, since he's directing "love in vain"...
thanks for kind words from my robot vomit death post yesterday; i'll visit journals etc. later tonight. i really am very glad for all y'all tonight!
Serious as a heart attack!/ makes me feel this way/ no device to measure/ no words can define/ I mean what I'm trying to say/ is what I can express/ let alone possess?
------------------------------d. boon, the minutmen
i REALLY miss d. boon today. his b-day was yesterday, fuck.
i am really tired of the war. felt like shit yesterday, today i am kinda pissed off. trying to hold onto good feelings, but not succeeding.
was supposed to have the big date #2 with j., but she cancelled to work on an art project she's way committed to -- which kind makes me like her more, 'cause if i am gonna date someone, they might as well be as busy with stuff they dig to do as i am, or else it probably won't work.
alan's "love in vain" film is now totally moving towards the front-burner at hbo films, and there's already like 60 people on the payroll -- need to figger out how to get my lil bro on the payroll too (he's a computer whiz.) and i'm headed to portland this weekend to talk to alan about alan and robert johnson and dylan and jagger and lynch and scorcese and all the other motherfuckers who are part of this crazy story. i have a LOT of work to do on that project, man. gotta watch everything tim blake nelson has directed thus far, since he's directing "love in vain"...
thanks for kind words from my robot vomit death post yesterday; i'll visit journals etc. later tonight. i really am very glad for all y'all tonight!