what a weird day -- 
* little late to work, driving in the rain. it's hard to wake up when the sky is so grey.
* lost a few hours of work today in some sort of freeze of my word doc when i was already really behind. was hard to figure out how to feature the ladyfest seattle events on our site since the ladyfest seattle site sorta sucks.
* thought about my ex-girlfriend L in the back of my mind all day--4 1/2 months since we broke up, barely a peep from her since then and we were 'best friends.' hard to reconcile that. i think partly she's avoiding me 'cause she owes me $$ but hell i know i'll never see it i don't so much care. and also partly 'cause maybe she feels bad she started seeing someone within hours of our breaking up. but i don't care i still think it's really shitty. being in austin really kicked it up for me since L & i had an awesome time down there together. and she was so the life of the party, it was crazy. i no longer think it is a sign of excellence that one remain close with one's exes. i think it can be good but there is def. something to just moving on...
* i think i played the song by Cass McCombs -- 'not the way' at least 40 times today and i'm not exaggerating -- that tune is so melancholy yet gorgeous if it were a treehouse outside in the back i'd go up inside it and not leave until this pending war is over and done with. does that sound weak of me? i do really care about everyone who's gonna die i just don't know what to do about it. this war is so unjustified it really makes me sick to my stomach. argggh.
* after work my friend chris and i go to see george jones and june carter cash at the gorgeous old renovated super theater the paramount. but june has gone home to be with johnny who's apparently really sick. and george has a bad enough cold that his gorgeous croon is just plain not working -- thank goodness our $40 tickets were comps! very strange scene, kinda dollywood-y -- i love country music for its hokiness. real country not the alt-country hokiness.
* i get home to find out that kid607 is splitting the site and it bums me though i understand his reasons why. still -- moment of silence...
* little late to work, driving in the rain. it's hard to wake up when the sky is so grey.
* lost a few hours of work today in some sort of freeze of my word doc when i was already really behind. was hard to figure out how to feature the ladyfest seattle events on our site since the ladyfest seattle site sorta sucks.
* thought about my ex-girlfriend L in the back of my mind all day--4 1/2 months since we broke up, barely a peep from her since then and we were 'best friends.' hard to reconcile that. i think partly she's avoiding me 'cause she owes me $$ but hell i know i'll never see it i don't so much care. and also partly 'cause maybe she feels bad she started seeing someone within hours of our breaking up. but i don't care i still think it's really shitty. being in austin really kicked it up for me since L & i had an awesome time down there together. and she was so the life of the party, it was crazy. i no longer think it is a sign of excellence that one remain close with one's exes. i think it can be good but there is def. something to just moving on...
* i think i played the song by Cass McCombs -- 'not the way' at least 40 times today and i'm not exaggerating -- that tune is so melancholy yet gorgeous if it were a treehouse outside in the back i'd go up inside it and not leave until this pending war is over and done with. does that sound weak of me? i do really care about everyone who's gonna die i just don't know what to do about it. this war is so unjustified it really makes me sick to my stomach. argggh.
* after work my friend chris and i go to see george jones and june carter cash at the gorgeous old renovated super theater the paramount. but june has gone home to be with johnny who's apparently really sick. and george has a bad enough cold that his gorgeous croon is just plain not working -- thank goodness our $40 tickets were comps! very strange scene, kinda dollywood-y -- i love country music for its hokiness. real country not the alt-country hokiness.
* i get home to find out that kid607 is splitting the site and it bums me though i understand his reasons why. still -- moment of silence...
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So anyhoo-
It was a lame recording party and I am sort of disgusted with my friend now.
But I'll be doing something again shortly.
ex thoughts suck.
sorry to hear they're still consuming you.