thee_blacklisted

i'm back -- and like i said before i had a fuckin' awesome time.

BUT i'm beat, i'm broke, and bummed about this war!!! swinging all day from to --

i mean it took me so long to even fucking acknowledge this asshole is really our prez (the day the 'patriot act' was passed i was forced to acknowledge that!) fuck!

i was gonna start a diet today but now i just want to eat pizza and lay in bed. i've already marched and wrriten against this thing (um, and the first gulf war -- that's right i was in college during gw1 during the reign of bush1 and drove from nyc to d.c. with a girlfriend attend that first rally -- were not many people there that time.) and what does it all mean anyway? in our 'democracy' we have the right to express ourselves (sorta and sometimes) but do marches really do more than piss off motorists and make the people marching feel better?

i know i'm in a bad mood 'cause not even 'get your war on' is making me feel better.

deeeeeeeeeep breath.
sloooooooooooow exhale...

okay, love you guys -- and i'll actually post in friends' journals real soon i swear sorry for the absence...