theduke

Met an ex for a drink last night. It was cool, we had a laugh she was with friends. Exs always seem so much more attractive when you're not with them anymore!

She said she missed me, but I'm not sure whether she wanted me back or just wanted to be friends. I'm cool with the odd hello now and then but we have a pretty bad breakup and I don't think we could have much of a friendship as we lacked many common interests - it was just lust.

I'm very contented at the moment actually. Life seems to be going well, so well in fact that I'm sure it's going to go tits up but that's the cynic in me! I think it's because I'm in my final year and I've done all my written assignments for the term and there is still about a month to go (uber geek or what!?).

Rehearsals for the panto went well today. David, my hero, still amazes me with his brilliant attitude and enthusiasm, he's already learnt all his lines! Dann is good but I think he wants to direct it, he sees stuff in the same way though do no conflict yet. Amy, the female lead, is a bit weird and I'm not sure she's really up on the group dynamic. She performs well though and is perfect for the part. Lucy however is my muse, she blows me away. It's funny coz she's playing the wicked stepmother and she puts on this old crony voice, but when she talks normally it sounds really sexy coz you get used to the crone tone. And she's fit., definitely my type, but I don't want to abuse my directoral position. I really want to invite her out for a drink though! Shall I wait til after the panto?

Advice please!