thedraperyfalls

life

how come life feels like it's progressing backwards sometimes?
i exteremely feel that way but i can't tell why

so...sweet week so far

last weekend was kinda fun...the band helped our singer move into his new flat
i'm just wondering why i'm always the one who has to carry the washing machine
anyways...it was pretty hot that day and i was so wet i thought i showered with my clothes on

friday the pre-production of the album recordings start
we're looking forward to it very much
the recordings itself start in early september

ok...i try and get out of my little "backwards-progression" hole...not easy without help

enjoy life! and remember: it's about the journey, not the destination


BOTHER

Wish I was,
Too dead to cry.
My self-affliction fades.
Stones to throw,
At my creator,
Masochists,
To which I cater.

You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.

Wish I was,
Too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me,
Shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason,
My flaws are open season.
For this I gave up trying,
One good turn deserves my dying.

You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.

Wish I'd died,
Instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shell forgotten with its memories;
Diaries left,
With cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.

You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
Once I hold on,
I'll never live down my deceit.....


<3 S.