*closes eyes*
you know that feeling you get, when you are listening to some really good music, and everything around you is all right.
That sort of, disconnection in one way and a unification in other. Ya let yourself go, and ah, it feels so wonderful floating with these notes...
*opens eyes*
When I go outside to take my "chill" time, (IE: smoking, my journal, and music) if I am feeling especially bad.. All I do is just listen to Dave Matthews Band. This band alone has had the biggest impact in my life because it was the first (and therefore forever on the greatest) band I fell in love with. Since I started listening at such an early age, it coincided with the beginning of a lot of the shit I am still fighting with today...but most importantly DMB's music (specifically Under the Table and Dreaming) became this happy place to go to when I started getting sick again, or had to spend another x amount of time at the hospital. The very first track has since become a theme song for my life. I know the words to The Best of What's Around by heart because whenever something bad happened in my life.. the first words I turned to were "Hey my friend it seems your eyes are troubled, care to share, your time with me..." and on and on.. Even now, all these years later I love the band even more than I did then. I've seen them live two times, and I plan on seeing them live again many more (and I also plan on meeting them and giving them all a big ol hug ...as gay as that sounds ..I really do mean it)
Anyway.. I honestly started this journal entry wanting to bitch about my back and how it has been hurting more and all this other negative crap.. and yet the urge I got from hearing DMB in my headphones brought something happier out instead. So I guess I'll bitch about my back in the next entry
*sigh* I should be going to bed already. Tomorrow I have to get up early and go see a Doctor in Houston. I haven't seen this guy in a while, so I just _know_ he's gonna order a lot of damn dirty bloodwork. I don't have a problem with needles ..but they are still an inconvenience..
So um...rock on everyone!
Take Care
-Michael
(Currently listening to: dave matthews & tim reynolds (live at central michigan university) - grace is gone)
^Tim Reynolds = Geetar God!
*bows down*
you know that feeling you get, when you are listening to some really good music, and everything around you is all right.
That sort of, disconnection in one way and a unification in other. Ya let yourself go, and ah, it feels so wonderful floating with these notes...
*opens eyes*
When I go outside to take my "chill" time, (IE: smoking, my journal, and music) if I am feeling especially bad.. All I do is just listen to Dave Matthews Band. This band alone has had the biggest impact in my life because it was the first (and therefore forever on the greatest) band I fell in love with. Since I started listening at such an early age, it coincided with the beginning of a lot of the shit I am still fighting with today...but most importantly DMB's music (specifically Under the Table and Dreaming) became this happy place to go to when I started getting sick again, or had to spend another x amount of time at the hospital. The very first track has since become a theme song for my life. I know the words to The Best of What's Around by heart because whenever something bad happened in my life.. the first words I turned to were "Hey my friend it seems your eyes are troubled, care to share, your time with me..." and on and on.. Even now, all these years later I love the band even more than I did then. I've seen them live two times, and I plan on seeing them live again many more (and I also plan on meeting them and giving them all a big ol hug ...as gay as that sounds ..I really do mean it)
Anyway.. I honestly started this journal entry wanting to bitch about my back and how it has been hurting more and all this other negative crap.. and yet the urge I got from hearing DMB in my headphones brought something happier out instead. So I guess I'll bitch about my back in the next entry
*sigh* I should be going to bed already. Tomorrow I have to get up early and go see a Doctor in Houston. I haven't seen this guy in a while, so I just _know_ he's gonna order a lot of damn dirty bloodwork. I don't have a problem with needles ..but they are still an inconvenience..
So um...rock on everyone!
Take Care
-Michael
(Currently listening to: dave matthews & tim reynolds (live at central michigan university) - grace is gone)
^Tim Reynolds = Geetar God!
*bows down*