thediz

i have spiff-tastic new stationery!! too bad i have no one that i can write.
if you want a note of how awesome i think you are then gimme your address and i'll send you one!
hooray for rad stationery!!

this will be either fun or lame... kinda like this video.


<5diz

I WANT TO BE IN NY/1

i can think of at least 5 resons why i would like
new york more than arizona..or even california.

I NEED TO BE IN NY/1
even if it's just for a week or two.
I NEED TO BE IN NY/1

i CAN'T be in az anymore.
IT'S KILLING MY SLOWLY/1

if people really cared about me, you'd help me...
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i finally got my new laptop. it's awesome.
now i just need to figure out how to hook up the router properly,
then i can spend all my time being ignored on the interweb.
even when something awesome randomly happens,
i still hate my life. that's the only consistant thing going on.


soo...i totally scratched the side of my parents truck while trying to pull...
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so my computer hates me and won't play music on anything.
fuck that lack of noise!
i hate my life a lot.
nothing is getting better,
and i know it's only going to get worse.

cheers to me wanting to die,
hopefully i'll actually go through with it soon.

diz

cotton crush

so apparently i'm too fuckin' retarded to work at a beauty supply store.
i've been in that store, the girls there are fucking DUMB!!!!
but i'm too much of a fucktard to work there, whatever, i'm not bitter or anything.


the stresss of not having a job is really starting to wear me down.
i hate it. can't stand it. it make me want to...
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so. i had a job interview.
hopfully i'll get a second, which lead to me getting a job, finally.
it really needs to happen. i need money.
every time i say that i think of how high.
you know, that movie with method man and red man.
yea, it's lame.

one of many reasons i hate AZ, is that people i enjoy don't live here..except...
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wanting to talk to boys is dumb.
liking boys is dumb.
i need to find a boy that isn't dumb,
who won't make me feel dumb.
who ever ^that is needs to be here. NOW!

i'm about ready to give up.
emo is taking over.

*le sigh*
<5diz