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thediz

raised in p-town, born in a small town in maine named after drinking and driving.

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Wednesday Jul 11, 2007

Jul 11, 2007
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so my computer hates me and won't play music on anything.
fuck that lack of noise!
i hate my life a lot.
nothing is getting better,
and i know it's only going to get worse.

cheers to me wanting to die,
hopefully i'll actually go through with it soon.

frown diz

cotton crush

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

The bricks get laid,
and they get torn up,
and laid again,
but the bricks always get torn up again.

Your friends won't wait,
so don't believe that shit,
when they say they'll wait.
Trust me; your friends will not wait for you.

Then you'll be stoned in some park,
just nodding your head and pinching your arms,
when a girl walks along.
She's humming your song,
with your t-shirt on.
That's when you're done,
Oh, that's when you're done...

There's a cotton crush
down in the southern states.
But back up here, man, we've got
so much thread and space
to waste, waste, waste.

There's a microphone
picking every word up
and it shuts itself off
when it's sure that's its heard enough.....

The quiet can scrape
all the calm from your bones,
but maybe it should.
Maybe we need to be hollowed
to get up and grow,
and stop fucking around,
to kick off our braces and start straightening out.
Let's sift through the static
to find a simpler sound
Let's sift through the static
to find a simpler sound...
simpler sound than the shit that's clouding our heads now


next day update:
wow. feelin' the lack of love for sure.
i wish someone cared about me enough to bring me out of my depression. even if for a little bit.
i guess i understand. my friends always left before, i don't know why this whould be different.
i'm esy to forget about, and easy to not care about.
i'll be nothing more than an after thought.... if i'm even that lucky.

burningleviathan:
hope you are not serious about that last part. an turn itself around sometimes you just gotta fight through it.

have you figured out what happend to the computer?
Jul 12, 2007

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