thediz

i hate summer.i constantly feel like shit. XP
i have a constant head ache from allergies and/or heat exhaustion.
summer in az = HELL!!


so i decided, actually i was kind of bribed, to go on the summer family vacation to cali.
i'm still not going to have fun. i'll be around a bunch of people that are crazy, since i'm not related to them, i don't have to tollerate them. i don't even know most of those people. i have to share a room with my mom's husband's daughter. no she's not my step sister, he's not my step dad. i had nothing to do with bringing them into this family. like i said, i don't even like'em.

i've still been looking for a job. i haven't got one yet. i hate this prosses. i'm going to go apply at places that are around my house. hopefully since they're new they'll hire me. fingers crossed. let's hope i get money.


i'm so close to actually getting my own notebook it hurts me. i want it. i want it now.

my head still hurts a lot. i'm gonna go take stuff.

<5diz

update:
i talked to mikey today. he's still alive!!!!

i did lots of work on the front yard. trimmed the tree, cut down the rose bushes, got all kinds of thorns stuck in my hands. and at the end of it all my mom's hubby dicovered that our main water line is busted. no worries. we got a plumber out here, it cost a lot because it's sunday. i'm not all clean and showered.
the house need to not fall apart anymore so i can get my stupid laptop.
grrr
*shakes fist*