thediz

for those who actually cared about my struggle... i finally got a job.

friends hurt my feelings too much.

maybe i should just take the hint.


i'm going to go .... wish i had someone to actually talk to.

so on wednesday i went to class and talk to one of my teachers about the project i'm doing. it seemed simple enought, but my mind wasn't wraping around it at all. i talked to my teacher about it and then we got into my life and she asked me when the last time i had fun was.... i didn't have an answer for her,...
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and i am

they shouldn't hype up birthday's when your a kid.

i keep waiting for somethign cool to happen.

billie flung a bunch of old batteries at the trash can.
a rogue battery attacked my ankle...
and it's name was lemans.

<5diz

today is the start of my birthday month.
reconize.
<5diz

so i just went to the store with billiebillie. as we were leaving there was a ubber punk rock boy going into the store. there arn't many punk boys in p.v. so that was weird to begin with. i really just noticed the mohawk, piercings, tight pants and though HAWT. he was so my new boyfriend.
me and billie get in the car. when...
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being depressed is exhausting, and i think it's starting to give me a headache too.

i need drugs.

well i had to blog about this...