thedishwasher

so the party.... totally awesome.... everyone was so great and id like to think i made a few friends that night...

im already pumped for the next chance i have to see everyone...

i have a horrible pain in my neck, must have slept funny... i am currently doped up a bit on pain killers and muscle relaxers, without them i wasnt even able to turn my head... well now i can turn my head, but im having trouble even sitting up....

im praying my unemployment check comes before V-day.... im determined to make my roomie a nice dinner, complete with meat (which i dont eat let alone cook)... i figure me actually cooking that shit for him will be about as sweet a gesture as i could do... he doesnt want me to granted... he hates the day... refuses to be my valintine.. but fuck it, for me its a day to do something special for someone you care about, not the hallmark day most people treat it as...

im hoping to go visit my mom in the nursing home this week, i havent seen her since x-mas, and thats pretty shitty of me... i want to take my puppy to see her as well

i start the new job next week... and im officially nervous as fuck....