I don't know how long this post will be, or when my attention will shift and I simply do not give a shit.

I have had sleeping problems for roughly the last year, with what I would say is a severe sleep deficiency for the past 2 months.

My Dr, whom I call Tom, put me on Ambien for my sleep... and without trying sound sappy... I had forgetten the world that most of you guys live in...

Ah fuck I can see the direction this s going, and I don't do that here... in these public spaces so fuck that.
If you want to know what was going on just then you better be pretty damn special to me to ask.

joshua...josh