Okay, more of an update.

Yes.

Providence was so awesome.
It was great to see Am, reconnect, and just be included in the regular stuff.

It's pretty incredible to look back at the past 6 months... to see how hopeless things felt at times, how scared I was, and to remember all the self-doubt. Then to stand here and realize that I still have the greatest friend around me.

Here's a tangent for you... enjoy!

So one of the things I learned about myself as a result of my parents divorce, is that I'm definately a people pleaser. I don't remember what my Myers-Briggs profile was exactly... I think it was ENTP, maybe INFP... who the fuck knows. Regardless, I was borderline on almost all of the categories. Anyway, I've been told that this whole people pleasing thing isn't the best way to move about the world... blah blah, get walked on, all that bullshit. But I've seen friends who hold back all the time, and it doesn't seem like they get as much back. Wish I could say I knew where this was going.


On another note, does anyone else talk to "people" before they go to bed in the hopes that they'd hear what you say?
just wondering.

JP