thedestroyer

My heart aches.
We talked today for half an hour.
I still can't believe she's engaged.
It still feels like we're meant to be even though we will never be.
I don't understand how I can be so captivated after all of these years...
I'm worried that I'll never feel like this towards anyone else.
It hurts so much to hear her voice, but she makes me smile so much at the same time.
She makes me want to be so much more than I am.
She inspires me, motivates me and makes me feel confident.
I did my best... I swear.... but it wasn't enough.