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can today not happen. I slept as long as i could, but I really don't feel like existing today. I've got alot of time by myself to spend inside my head. that always ends badly.

I had a very bizarre dream:
It was a movie. I wasn't in it. It was an extremely dark comedy. The play up is that the main character, played by...
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cinnamongurl:
odd I thought I was the only one crazy enough to have felt that way... This part in specific "but feel like, if I were to open the door, all the noises would stop, and there would just be the void outside, like nothing else exists beyond these walls." made me shiver, I have thought the exact same thought, way too many times.
I won't say to "cheer up" because sometimes you need these feelings to evolve. So hang in there, if ya get hungry for something good to eat call me up and I will cook ya somethin.
smile
_brody_:
Get the cleaning supplies and some suitcases, we need to help Jordan.
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got bored, decided to get my camera out, but batteries were dead. found out there's a albertsons near my house, so that was cool. went and bought batteries and film. met a cute blonde girl who has a cousin with a mohawk. left, came home, took a few pictures. burnt out pretty quick. no the blonde didn't come home, and no there's no pictures of...
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pikahyper:
ya it does suck but its something everyone deals with puke
_brody_:
really, you could say the wishlist and lars are one in the same. =3
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well this suck.

I'm in a horrible fucking mood.

I am so absolutely fucking agitated right now, I just want to start punching things.

I hate this,
I don't so much hate the feeling, in fact, I almost like it,
I just don't have any way to release it.

So I end up alone in my room, pacing, screaming along to some kind of music,...
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incase anyone was curious. the game "Rock Band" is FUCKING AWESOME.
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pikahyper:
did you check your junk mail?
android:
thanx very much for commenting on my set!!!
love love

oh ye we party in the dome
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just watched "CRANK" again. I fucking love this movie. brings me back to the fun days of over the counter ephedrine and diet pills. oh how we abused those. only way I made it through electronics training. makes me feel that way again. just wide eye'd and twitchy. so spun up, just want to hit something, shoot something, fuck something. all of it. didn't get...
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pikahyper:
i passed out right after you dropped me off and I just woke up lol tongue

is the reptile store near you called pet kingdom?

message me with your email address so I can send you thouse books.
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going to municipal waste/suicidal tendancies in hollywood tonight. If you see me, fuckin say hi.
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sikjoy:
Happy Thanksgiving! <without the cool anime stuffs>

I'm Thankful that i have a friend like you!
_brody_:
dood.

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ugh, i can't leave a sob blog up for very long. being reminded of moments of weakness sucks.

left work early today. got super hot all of the sudden, got dizzy and wanted to pass out, wanted to puke... so i went home. and promptly passed out at my computer. i feel a bit better. think i'm gonna go chug some nyquil and pass out....
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missaphex:
hello



boy! love
_brody_:
thats right. im coming for you next.
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I feel like I've stepped back into my old life. I have friends, but I see them when I go to their house. When I meet them at the bar, when I go to work. Friday night hits and I start making calls trying to find out who's doing something fun, and if I can tag along.

and then when I leave, I don't just...
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asmody:
Ya i still need to come over but once im there wtf will we do? Hmmm same thing we can do over the internet im guessing. Unless ur gonna be homebase for going to happy town, but im the founder.
almightymabel:
i hear ya, buddy
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leavemehere:
If there was any movie that got the sense of paranoia down, it was that one.
Love the music too.