thedarkharlequin

old writing from early last year.

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No one can tear us apart
better than ourselves.
Self inflicted wounds
that can not be seen.
They cut deeper
hurt more
and scar worse
than anything on the surface.
Tread softly
your foot falls in the mind.
It is a dangerous place
with traps abound
and a man can strangle imself
with a thought.
Feel that heavy...
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Back from manson. Kicked fucking major ass. I made new friends in line, hung out with brody and rex, ran into a friend from work randomly. Some girl called me "pretty".
got a free vodka cranberry as some dudes super hot girlfriend proceeded to molest a column, and then fall down. It was grand.

Manson only played one song from the new album. Which by...
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fucking hilarious

ugh, I feel sick again. I wanna die. This sucks, I've always been the person that never gets sick, or if I do, I kill it off in a day or two. I have been sick all freakin' year. Damn mutated, nuclear, global warming virus'.

spent to much money this weekend. Gonna spend more tomorrow. Someone had extra manson tickets for the HoB tomorrow night....
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cat's know shit. watch it all the way through, learn something.



In case you hadn't realized. We're the bad guys.

strange, disturbing, interesting poem/song I just wrote.

this is what I want to see
why don't you understand
I want to feel your naked body
underneath my hand

i want to see my beauty queen
wrapped in plastic masks
i want to feel her life give out
in agonizing gasps

pierce the flesh sever the bone
your scattered parts make my heart whole
I smell...
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IRON MAIDEN!!!

Just got back.

Kicked fucking ass.

I"m so fucking tired.

it's 130 am, need to shower n' put mohawk down, gotta be at work in 5 hours. bleh.

MAIDEN!!!

holy fucking hell that was great.

side note:
LA drivers seem to be in no fucking hurry to get where ever the fuck it is they're going. and LA roads suck ass. bumpy pot...
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I've been on the edge of panic lately.

Like, not bad, but back and forth, really rather close none the less.

Why, you might ask?

Death.

Some how recently my own mortality has become a constant and persistent thought in my head. Always near the surface, waiting for little to no provocation.

I've come to realize, I am terrified of death.
I was sitting in...
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I suppose the intelligent thing to do would be not to post this, but since I have this habit of making sure people know when I fuck up, I'm gonna go ahead.

I have a ticket to go see Iron Maiden in LA.

i THOUGHT the concert was tonight.

I didn't find out that the concert is tomorrow night until.......

i got to the fucking...
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