thedarkharlequin

The weekend is over, and staying up later is not going to prolong it. it's a new week in a new year of the same person at the same job in this same life. when do I wake up and not regret it. when will I find the will to change and make it a life worth waking up to. when will I realize that I need help, and can't do... this on my own. when will it be too late. good night all you imaginary people.



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I'm tired of being me,
And I don't like what I see,
I'm not who I appear to be
So I start off every day,
Down on my knees I will pray,
For a change in any way
But as the days go by,
I live through another lie,
If its any wonder why

Am I ever gonna change
Will I always stay the same
If I say one thing,
Then I do the other
Its the same old song,
That goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change
Im the only one to blame
When I think Im right,
I wind up wrong
Its a futile fight,
Gone on too long

Please tell me if its true,
Am I too old to start anew,
Cause that's what I want to do
But time and time again,
When I think I can,
I fall short in the end
So why do I even try,
Will it matter when I die,
Can anyone hear my cry?

Am I ever gonna change
Take it day by day
My will is weak
And my flesh too strong
This peace I seek
Till thy kingdom comes