Not feelin so great today.
Just sad and lonely.
Feels like all my friendships have passed well beyond the newly wed stage and have reached a make a decision to stay or make a decision to go point.
Women are disappointing, but most of the disappointment has been in myself. Why is it so hard for me to call a girl back. Cool, collected, with a plan. I don't know what women want to do, and I over think myself into bizarre trains of thought that end in me not calling to plan a first date for fear of our kids not getting into college or something.
I'm just lonely today. Feeling the lack of family or a loved one out here. Just me in this california world, light years away from a home that doesn't exist anymore except in my mind.
I'm going to die alone, I just can't decide if I'd like it sooner or later....
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darksomething:
Oh yeah, I almost threw my controller a couple of times. I'm near the end though. It's fun but so damn frustrating.
karmarobot:
lol, dude you dont think it was underpants gnomes that are enlarging their operation do you? i am doomed