I got a free copy of Cynics new album "Traced In Air"
doesn't come out till Oct 27th
This will probably be in my top 5 albums of the year.
here's one of the songs:
I started my internet journey with reading about the cartoon Samurai Jack, and eventually ended up reading about the Battle of Thermopylae, and ended up reading about philosophy.
I actually end up reading a LOT of philosophy on wikipedia on a fairly regular basis. I'm just searching for a reason to live. Right now I live out of habit. I keep waking up and breathing because it require an actually effort to stop.
The majority of my day is spent in distraction. I guess it's all a matter of perspective, but I feel the majority of my endeavors are distractions from actual life, rather than those distractions being life. One might consider going out, meeting people, seeing movies, listening to music life. I somehow have the perspective that all these things are what I do until I figure out a goal or reason to live, and are actually inhibiting me from finding that goal due to distraction from the search.
It's an absurd train of thought really. My logical mind can see that right off, but I'm always in three minds of everything. The logical mind, the fearful mind, and the passionate mind. What I know, what I don't, and what I want. The fearful mind tends to be the one that operates the strongest. Very rarely do I have enough passion for something to overcome the fears of the unknown or the assumed. otherwise the fear is in play unless I can reason out a preferred outcome that is near guaranteed.
I should attempt to draw the three minds.
Logical - robotic and clean
Fearful - meak and poor
Passionate - well off, but maimed
doesn't come out till Oct 27th
This will probably be in my top 5 albums of the year.
here's one of the songs:
I started my internet journey with reading about the cartoon Samurai Jack, and eventually ended up reading about the Battle of Thermopylae, and ended up reading about philosophy.
I actually end up reading a LOT of philosophy on wikipedia on a fairly regular basis. I'm just searching for a reason to live. Right now I live out of habit. I keep waking up and breathing because it require an actually effort to stop.
The majority of my day is spent in distraction. I guess it's all a matter of perspective, but I feel the majority of my endeavors are distractions from actual life, rather than those distractions being life. One might consider going out, meeting people, seeing movies, listening to music life. I somehow have the perspective that all these things are what I do until I figure out a goal or reason to live, and are actually inhibiting me from finding that goal due to distraction from the search.
It's an absurd train of thought really. My logical mind can see that right off, but I'm always in three minds of everything. The logical mind, the fearful mind, and the passionate mind. What I know, what I don't, and what I want. The fearful mind tends to be the one that operates the strongest. Very rarely do I have enough passion for something to overcome the fears of the unknown or the assumed. otherwise the fear is in play unless I can reason out a preferred outcome that is near guaranteed.
I should attempt to draw the three minds.
Logical - robotic and clean
Fearful - meak and poor
Passionate - well off, but maimed