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Dreamers and Do-ers

there are some people that dream
and some people that do

my mother was a dreamer. living life as was required to maintain time to dream
my father was a do-er. all idea's lead to realities.

i watched my mother dream, but never get anywhere
i watched my father do untill failure and near death

i am now a failed mix of the two.

i can't be content with just dreams. i am restless when i stagnate
i fear failure and emenant break down if i pursue those dreams into realities.

i live in eternal internal conflict with myself.
this constant push pull of agitation and fear.
laying on a bed of nails on the edge of a cliff
i can't be comfortale, but i might fall if i try to get down.

indecisive, and doomed to be alone and malcontent, cause really, who wants to be with someone who's constantly restless but won't do anyhing about it. i'd leave too if it weren't for the fact that i'm the problem.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
cinnamongurl:
no happy birthday from you? Whats up? You okay?
Jun 27, 2008
leavemehere:
Prom was alright.
Probably would have been better with the original date.
I was kind of on the border of ostracizing myself, I hung out with the geeks and played magic, the metal heads I hung out with tried to beat me up for liking Alice In Chains. I had friends that were more social, cheerleaders and sports players. High school was alright for me.
Jun 27, 2008

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