thedarkharlequin

okay so last week was arizona, and it sucked.

lost wallet friday, that sucked.

woke up tuesday sicker than fuck, that sucked
so sick I stayed home, which is a rarity.

and today, left work early cause I was coughing so hard I caused myself to vomit.
then when i went to the store to get more cold medicine....

i clipped the curb on the way into the parking garage and blew a hole in my tire.
so, sick and sweating my ass off I changed my tire to the spare,
and now I'm taking a break before I take it to a tire shop, and pay with a check to get my tire repaired, since I don't have any cards, cause my wallet got lost.

i'm getting tired of this very quickly.

UPDATE!!!!!!!
okay, so tire took forever to get done.
then go to pay with check, because it's all I fucking have now. I've never payed with a check for anything other than rent. I've never missed a payment, or not had enough money.
but surprise surprise, they won't accept my check. it doesn't give a reason, just an automated system that said no. and I don't have enough cash on me. So I have to get a fucking firestone credit card. and since there's a fraud alert out on my credit, it takes all kinds of fucking hoopla n' shit so that I can pay for my tire and go home.

I LEFT WORK EARLY CAUSE I FELT LIKE SHIT. instead of getting home at 3 like if I had stayed at work. I am now getting home at 5, and having to take 2 hours out of my sick time since I left early.

I don't know what I did, but karma is kicking my ass right now. punishment without explanation doesn't do much good. what am I supposed to be doing. what is with this fucking shit storm of bad luck.

the lady at the check out in the grocery store gave me the, "don't fret, remember, it could be worse" shpeel. I'm trying to stay with that. focus on the good. at least I was able to pay for the tire. I have a job that I can take sick time off of. something. I just need some good in my life that stands out. something I won't just take for granted.