I met a girl saturday, I was going to see her again the following saturday, she died monday.
I heard the gunshot from my house, I didn't know where it came from, and never would have imagined that I knew both parties on the giving and receiving end of the gun.
When people are around death, they don't have the proper experience to understand how to feel towards the dead. So the only human reaction, is to be reminded of your own mortality.
I have been reminded of my mortality twice this week. Once when I thought I was dieing myself, and now at the denial of a new friend.
I'm wasting my life, if only I knew what I thought was important, so I could strive towards that. As well as having the balls to complete anything, ever.
How many times do I have to be inspired and reminded of my shortening time, before I can change who I am, and do something. How long before it's too late.
I heard the gunshot from my house, I didn't know where it came from, and never would have imagined that I knew both parties on the giving and receiving end of the gun.
When people are around death, they don't have the proper experience to understand how to feel towards the dead. So the only human reaction, is to be reminded of your own mortality.
I have been reminded of my mortality twice this week. Once when I thought I was dieing myself, and now at the denial of a new friend.
I'm wasting my life, if only I knew what I thought was important, so I could strive towards that. As well as having the balls to complete anything, ever.
How many times do I have to be inspired and reminded of my shortening time, before I can change who I am, and do something. How long before it's too late.
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A friend of mine accidentally killed some one at school recently. Everyone was drunk, the other kid was picking a fight, he threw ice at my friends face, 17 stitches worth of damage was done. My friend punched him twice and he was down for the count, they think the kid had cocaine in his system. Hopefully my friend gets off on self defence, but even then he has to live with ending some ones life. Death is fucked up...