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San Diego, CA

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Tuesday Dec 18, 2007

Dec 18, 2007
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I met a girl saturday, I was going to see her again the following saturday, she died monday.
I heard the gunshot from my house, I didn't know where it came from, and never would have imagined that I knew both parties on the giving and receiving end of the gun.

When people are around death, they don't have the proper experience to understand how to feel towards the dead. So the only human reaction, is to be reminded of your own mortality.

I have been reminded of my mortality twice this week. Once when I thought I was dieing myself, and now at the denial of a new friend.

I'm wasting my life, if only I knew what I thought was important, so I could strive towards that. As well as having the balls to complete anything, ever.
How many times do I have to be inspired and reminded of my shortening time, before I can change who I am, and do something. How long before it's too late.
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cinnamongurl:
Life is doing what you love. I'm so sorry your new friend died man. Death is such a hard part of life to deal with. *hugs*
Dec 18, 2007
anbuvampyre:
It is strange what one stumbles upon when browsing SG. I found someone's journal mentioning a RIP, I was curious to see if the person actually passed or was just leaving SG. I then noticed that you were one of the few people who wasn't an SG, and from my brief inspection one of the few who actually knew her. I am sure all the SGs were sent out a mass email or something, a bunch of them say "too bad I didn't get to know you..."

A friend of mine accidentally killed some one at school recently. Everyone was drunk, the other kid was picking a fight, he threw ice at my friends face, 17 stitches worth of damage was done. My friend punched him twice and he was down for the count, they think the kid had cocaine in his system. Hopefully my friend gets off on self defence, but even then he has to live with ending some ones life. Death is fucked up...
Dec 20, 2007

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