thecowboy

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...never thought id be in love, never really belived in it...well, now...something has happened...shes someptin else i tell ya...but i wont be fooled by that foolish love bug...very careful i am...walking lighly...jedi eyes...its vulnerable and i dont really like that...at first instinct i am almost angry...i want back on top of that mountain again...or that day of spitting hollow draining barrels...oh the surf...there im free...
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...i gotta get something off my chest...whats with the ego trips and shallow behavior in some of these groups on this site?...hes hot, shes hot...who gives a shit...what fun is that?...anyways...must be the fuckin heat...among other things...ill be right back...need to do some serious thinkin...

...a long and tiring nite o' tequila...

...what the fuck is a guy to do nowadays?...i dont wanna work for bush and his hentchmen...they want me in some shitty suburb in a house that looks exactly like my neighbors...with a wife who drives alone in an suv everywhere and never takes the fuckin thing off the fuckin pavement but shit, it gets eight miles to the gallon...and they want me to eat...
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...warm and a summer nite on a bike..one where the moon glances where the clouds dance..grinning in the shine of streetlights..mad dashing along avenues around and up and downtown..when all the wind in the world seems surrounded in jungle of the city and my riding by..and lines in the road underneath me machine gunning each moment into its movement,,feeling of life in acceleration..its liberation..there is...
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...fuckin india buffets...awwww...i cant even move...its just so good...once it touches your lips its so good...so...anyone heard of the hentchmen?...from detroit?...i need the hentchmen...and i need me some lovin too...and to move away from this fuckin town...im headin west again this fall...dont know where...gotta be on kauai by january, though...and gotta find me a good school to quietly go insane at...somewhere...im mad...mad at the world...mad...
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...i think i smoked too much pot...

...i wanna get martha stewart in bed so bad...hot damn the manuvers id show her!...first id kiss her on the cheek...then id smooch her on the lips...mabey a little tounge even...then id bite her neck lightly, perhaps a little teeth along the nape...ooooh martha its sooo hot!...here comes my hand across your bosom...and another one lightly squeezes your sexy ass...yes martha you love it!...now im...
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...seriously, folks...these hollywood movies they keep puttin out make me feel like a damn jackass for having paid money to exhibit such poor integrity...ok..i might be "entertained"...but at the cost of two hours for a minit or two of something even remotely captivating or thought provoking...instead i feel almost manipulated...my basic human desires insiduously cultivated for commercial purposes...i walk out of the theatre almost needing...
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...out looking for something new...focus...jedi traning...