theburningred

Some hugs a-needed??

Btw, could you please turn up the heat in Deerfield Beach? I was there and it was actually too cold to sit out or go in the darned pool!

Well, next time I'm there, hope we can grab a drink or two!

Y~!

awww, thanks hun. i'm definitely the lucky one.

Thanks I am just burning off stuff. Its gonna take a while.

The photo was trimmed to get rid of my ugly razor burn.

Looks like were both going through are own brand of shit. Hope yours gets better soon.

[Edited on Mar 03, 2005 2:29PM]

its nice of you to stroke my ego
keep it up if you want
i really dont need it though
i know im a pretty good writer
i think
if youre gonna be a writer
you have to be cocky
i mean
its pretty arrogant to think that im that special that people will pay money to read thoughts and words and images and stories from me
but
luckily im pretty special - see ego, i told ya im ridiculous

anyway
the new poem on my page is unfinished
im leaving it up there to stare at it a while to see how i should change it


interesting that you mentioned working in strip clubs
down here in new orleans
without a good job and whole lot of friends to keep me busy
ive wasted much to much money at strip clubs
and thats definitely something im stopping

and
im just going all out to get back on track
i guess

so
with that in mind

im outta here
to go to a job interview
for a marketing firm and AAA
- one place is hiring strip club DJs and i will prbably stop there cause im a decent DJ and ive done that before
and cash every night is cool but itll remind me of money ive spent , d'oh-

anyway

hows the training coming
?

Oh my gosh, I was just thinking the last time I read your journal about how much we are similar!! Maybe we were sisters in a previous life!!

I really am doing better, and I think it is because of the fact that he was honest with me. He never misled me, never told me that he wanted something when he didn't. So I think if he wasn't with anyone, it was himself, but he's the one who is missing out, not me!!

And yeah, it is hard to be as hot as we are!! I swear out of the last 4 people I've dated, it went like this:
12/03-5/04 - C (broke up because he was having cyber-sex with random people on the internet and trying to meet them for real sex)
**2 days later 5/04-9/04 - J - broke up because he moved to Florida
**while ^^ & I were still seeing each other, but no longer exclusively, I started dating the next J (we actually met in May), and we dated until the 1st or 2nd week in December (9/04-12/04)
**Then about a week after ^ and I decided it was better to stop seeing each other since he was moving, I started dating the last guy!!
Oh well, they all are good guys, just not the man I am supposed to marry....except maybe the one from 9/04-12/04

We sooooo have the same ideas!! I want to marry my best friend! I don't want to get married tomorrow, but I want someone who isn't afraid to work towards that one day. Someone who can grow and learn with me, someone who shares some interests, but still has his own. And yes, you are right.....big cocks are a big plus!!

I hope you are having a good week so far, hon! Happy Wednesday to you!

She was.......a screamer, a slapper, a kicker, a biter, and a really fast driver......are you any of those things?

Hello doll!! Thank you for the nice words and encouragement on my journal! I am doing much better!

Yeah, he is a member, he is the one who got me hooked on the site to begin with. I know he occasionally reads my journal, but he's never commented on it.....that's sort of odd.

I hope you had a great weekend, mine was busy, but I thought it was best to be that way! I saw the ex, and made out with a fella last night just for some affection....

Happy Monday!

I am so happy for you. Congrats on your apt deal. I have ants in my apartment but nothing that bad.

I got hoops. The right one hurt more than the left and it's bleeding more but nothing I can't handle. I am gonna go get a water bra later today. Stick that damn thing in the fridge.

I hope your week has been well thus far. The domestic bliss deal is fun. I like to cook but get so little time to do so.

I am going to try and put pics up tonight of the boobie staples (friend called them those - made me laugh)

moving is a pain in the ass
but its better than an infested place
and
im glad you had fun at you concerts and strip clubs- you angel you telling dirty stories making me wanna come party in the liquordale -

good luck in the new spot
ill sex up up again
as a homecoming
- i think i like sexing you too
cause...

i.....
i......

YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!


i couldnt hold back
you sexy thing you

Wow that's crazy about your aparment. You should charge those bastards sublease fees. It kind of reminds me of Joe's Apartment. Sorry for the jokes but hopefully it'll cheer you up some.

Just out of curiosity - how did you get your nipple rings to heal - I would think wearing a bra would impede that. I want to get mine done but am really worried about the healing.

hey cutie
i like the peaceful new profile pic
how long has that been up
i guess i missed it
and whatever story you were talking about

if ya want
gimme a recap
and ill add my feedback

although
it sounds like youre still spazzing abit over this hot guy
so
to satiate you

YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!

ssshhh lets go lay down for a while...you're SO silly! but yes, just letting things flow naturally would be key to surviving this without getting an ulcer or worse, a brain hemorage. so relax your crack.

lets move on to your question about the worst weve had it. how about when i lived in a TINY condo-like home in the ARMPIT of Glasgow (scotland) with his mom, 2 sisters, brother, and 6 cats. oh im not kidding. the kitchen was..hm. about the size of a walk in closet and the bathroom--oh god-<shudders>...someone would have to hypnotize me to bring out descriptions on that. hairs everywhere-mold-toothpaste streaks on the floor-fake tile peeling off everywhere--arrgh! and neither of us were working at the time so it was CRAP. i wouldve eaten that underwear rather than do that again. there you go. xxx
(PS, when you had your teeth cleanings-did they give you novacain? or was it painful? or just regular general cleanings? sorry im into this right now). thats my only question. AND check out my pics! theres new ones in every folder but the tattoo one.

RELAX!!! Although I do think it in our nature as humans to doubt people who are truly nice because there are so many people who are not that way. especially when it it with the opposite sex. But don't do anything unless you are ready. Just because he did doesn't mean you have to. If he is as good a person as you think he is he will wait and understand why you want to wait.

I think when you are miserable you get use to it and when someone makes you happy you think they are just going to take it away. So why let yourself be happy. I think that since you have been hurt so badly before that you are overly cautious and with good reason. BUT....if this guy is good to you I would say take it a day at a time and see where it leads you. Every woman deserves a man who treats her well and if you found yours then hang on.

Thank you for compliment by the way I know I can be strong it is just getting to the point of where I have had enough. Once I have I won't put up with it anymore. I did it with my exhusband and walked away and never looked back. I just hate having to wait for men to grow up and realize there are other people in this world besides them. But from the way he was acting today I think things might get better. I hope so anyway.

As far as our direction I really don't know. I know where I am going and nothing is going to stop me. I have been through so much already and haven;t stopped and I am so close to graduating that nothing will now. It would just be a lot more fun of a journey with him there. Also me for him. It wouldn't be near as much fun for him without me. We just have some communicating that needs to be done and solutions from that communicaton. We talk all day but nothing ever gets done. But now something needs to be done. So we will see.

The bad thing is - even if things are going well between us I still get that lonely feeling and of being empty. Not because of anything he did just empty. I think it is hormonal. Stupid hormones. I am better today. I feel more accomplished. Got a lot done today.

But I guess I should not update in your journal. Gonna go do that in mine.

Happiness much for your extra money, your new man, and things going well for you. I really do like it when other people are happy. I don't have to be the one to make them happy just that thigns are going well for them and they are happy.

I do computer support. And sell dead hookers on the side.

Yay, I am glad you feel better!! I don't ever get a good night's sleep on painkillers....usually end up more tired than when I went to bed!!!

Have fun at dinner....

I am a claims adjuster for an insurance company....but I work from home, so that rocks!!

:p hiya, pilgrim.

That's so freaky, I'm listening to Mezzanine right now.


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