hello and welcome to my journal 
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not sure why i started it off that way, but it seemed like a cool thing to say..
so let's see tuesday night and i'm home reading up on email and catching up on other shit. my week so far has been good, i've been to the gym 4 days in a row and i feel pretty proud of that. i have a new workout partner and it's pretty motivating, we took some latin cardio aerobics class night and it was lame as hell but definitely a workout- we tried to get into a spin class tonight but every last bike was taken..(and 10 or more were guys!)
to know that 10 guys would have their ass in better shape than me bothered me 
In other news that neither you nor i care about- i'm leaving town thursday to go see my mother tie the knot for the 3rd time (paint me excited)
i suppose i should be happier for her but the truth is i really don't care. my mom and i aren't too tight in the first place so it's like kind of annoying to me...i guess that makes me an ungrateful brat..but trust me, if you knew my looney-ass mother you wouldn't want to go either! Well that and i'm soo sick of weddings, engagements, and baby showers, and all that other shit i don't care to see right now... 
i guess i'm just bitter because sometimes all that shit seems so outta site you wonder when you can find it for yourself especially when you are starting to hate the person you are spending the majority of your time and sharing a bed with. i think i might need some new action in my life...my guy is letting me down- it's gotten weird, and it burns me inside. i'm just tired of going through the ups and downs and acting like i don't care when i really do. it's just soo fucking unerving at times
and i can't even believe it's breaking my heart. i guess that's why i've been so focused on working out and being healthy, the more frustrated i get the harder i push myself... ever do that?
damn i just realized that this entry started off kinda happy and cheery and now it's gone to shit....
um, ok let's see..what can i report that's positive these days? hmmm ok well not much. ... i recently fell in love with the band Head Automatica. can't say enough about them- they are just my favorite right now...
xxx TBR
...
not sure why i started it off that way, but it seemed like a cool thing to say..
so let's see tuesday night and i'm home reading up on email and catching up on other shit. my week so far has been good, i've been to the gym 4 days in a row and i feel pretty proud of that. i have a new workout partner and it's pretty motivating, we took some latin cardio aerobics class night and it was lame as hell but definitely a workout- we tried to get into a spin class tonight but every last bike was taken..(and 10 or more were guys!)
to know that 10 guys would have their ass in better shape than me bothered me
In other news that neither you nor i care about- i'm leaving town thursday to go see my mother tie the knot for the 3rd time (paint me excited)
i suppose i should be happier for her but the truth is i really don't care. my mom and i aren't too tight in the first place so it's like kind of annoying to me...i guess that makes me an ungrateful brat..but trust me, if you knew my looney-ass mother you wouldn't want to go either! Well that and i'm soo sick of weddings, engagements, and baby showers, and all that other shit i don't care to see right now...
i guess i'm just bitter because sometimes all that shit seems so outta site you wonder when you can find it for yourself especially when you are starting to hate the person you are spending the majority of your time and sharing a bed with. i think i might need some new action in my life...my guy is letting me down- it's gotten weird, and it burns me inside. i'm just tired of going through the ups and downs and acting like i don't care when i really do. it's just soo fucking unerving at times
and i can't even believe it's breaking my heart. i guess that's why i've been so focused on working out and being healthy, the more frustrated i get the harder i push myself... ever do that?
damn i just realized that this entry started off kinda happy and cheery and now it's gone to shit....
um, ok let's see..what can i report that's positive these days? hmmm ok well not much. ... i recently fell in love with the band Head Automatica. can't say enough about them- they are just my favorite right now...
xxx TBR
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good to hear you're getting more excercise. it will do wonders for you. (at least, that's what i keep telling myself as i'm forced to do it) hah! drop the dude and come hang in las vegasssss!!!