I suppose now would be as good a time as any to update.
machinehead...all i can say is HOLY HOT DAMN!!!!
Devildriver opened up, i found the only time i was really excited over them was when Dez belted out his Coal Chamber voice. And that was only towards the end of their set. Gawd I miss Coal Chamber! 
Anyway so back to MH, aye ye yay...sooo much infused energy. i think the darkness created my heaven, because i wouldn't have been anywhere else for anybody else. I got to see some old friends and saw my ex bf of 3 years there. Honesly the last place i would have expected to see him, but i guess he's allowed to come too. 
but it was all good, we had fun- i also saw my ex roommatetoo. Now that my friends was interesting...some people will never change and then some people do. This girl and I will forever loathe each other. The bitch actually had the nerve to ask if i was on drugs, because she said i looked high as fuck. (it was actually cuz my eyes were still having problems) i guess i shouldn't take this personal cuz u know normally i am high 
haha but i just found it rude from someone i don't talk to or ever see anymore. My return comment was catty and i felt bad but ah well- fuck it- toxic people- i don't need it. besides i had my real friends, and the we had our drugs and they are always better
Other than that, thank gawd this day is over! I can't remember the last time that work had me so stressed. I actually cried today. Not like a little bitch but just tears welling up out of frustration. i just couldn't help it. Basically i'm taking over a project that 3 people had their hands in and fucked up. basically i gotta help pull out back orders for an online merchandise catalog. This probably wouldn't be a problem if there wasn't SO MUCH FUCKING PRODUCT with endless possibilities for decoration, the mistakes are just waiting to happen. And so they have and 30gs are lost and i get to try and move out this stuff before it becomes a total loss. I know nobody cares about this stuff- and i just realized that this is the first time i've actually talked about the work i do on here. Well not to worry, it won't happen again!
So we had happy hour tonight, i'm happy to say i opted out. Instead i worked out with the new trainer boy. that sounds funny but i guess that's what he is. I think when i first met him i thought he was attractive until he asked me to weigh in and then took my bodyfat. (can u even imagine how uncomfortable this is?) i mean how the hell could i even check the guy out when he knows my body fat composition? Thankfully though i'm in a good place, and i said good, not to even be remotely confused with the word great!
Regardless of any of it though, i am feeling pretty proud of it, i haven't quite been pushed this hard in about 5 months so it feels pretty good. I've also been introduced to the world of Bikram Yoga, basically it's 90 minutes in a hot ass room and there are 26 poses- and basically it's super duper good for ya.
and i think i need to maintain being super duper good to myself because it appears that 26 is just around the corner and i want to feel good about it when it comes around. So class is tomorrow morning, we'll see how it goes.
this has been a super duper long post- and now i gotta get back to crazypills (he's blinking!)
more later xoxox
machinehead...all i can say is HOLY HOT DAMN!!!!
Devildriver opened up, i found the only time i was really excited over them was when Dez belted out his Coal Chamber voice. And that was only towards the end of their set. Gawd I miss Coal Chamber! Anyway so back to MH, aye ye yay...sooo much infused energy. i think the darkness created my heaven, because i wouldn't have been anywhere else for anybody else. I got to see some old friends and saw my ex bf of 3 years there. Honesly the last place i would have expected to see him, but i guess he's allowed to come too. but it was all good, we had fun- i also saw my ex roommatetoo. Now that my friends was interesting...some people will never change and then some people do. This girl and I will forever loathe each other. The bitch actually had the nerve to ask if i was on drugs, because she said i looked high as fuck. (it was actually cuz my eyes were still having problems) i guess i shouldn't take this personal cuz u know normally i am high haha but i just found it rude from someone i don't talk to or ever see anymore. My return comment was catty and i felt bad but ah well- fuck it- toxic people- i don't need it. besides i had my real friends, and the we had our drugs and they are always better
Other than that, thank gawd this day is over! I can't remember the last time that work had me so stressed. I actually cried today. Not like a little bitch but just tears welling up out of frustration. i just couldn't help it. Basically i'm taking over a project that 3 people had their hands in and fucked up. basically i gotta help pull out back orders for an online merchandise catalog. This probably wouldn't be a problem if there wasn't SO MUCH FUCKING PRODUCT with endless possibilities for decoration, the mistakes are just waiting to happen. And so they have and 30gs are lost and i get to try and move out this stuff before it becomes a total loss. I know nobody cares about this stuff- and i just realized that this is the first time i've actually talked about the work i do on here. Well not to worry, it won't happen again!
So we had happy hour tonight, i'm happy to say i opted out. Instead i worked out with the new trainer boy. that sounds funny but i guess that's what he is. I think when i first met him i thought he was attractive until he asked me to weigh in and then took my bodyfat. (can u even imagine how uncomfortable this is?)
i mean how the hell could i even check the guy out when he knows my body fat composition? Thankfully though i'm in a good place, and i said good, not to even be remotely confused with the word great!
Regardless of any of it though, i am feeling pretty proud of it, i haven't quite been pushed this hard in about 5 months so it feels pretty good. I've also been introduced to the world of Bikram Yoga, basically it's 90 minutes in a hot ass room and there are 26 poses- and basically it's super duper good for ya.
and i think i need to maintain being super duper good to myself because it appears that 26 is just around the corner and i want to feel good about it when it comes around. So class is tomorrow morning, we'll see how it goes.
this has been a super duper long post- and now i gotta get back to crazypills (he's blinking!)
more later xoxox
uncaringmachine:
26? GOOD GOD WOMAN!!!! You might as well be dead!!! Heh...