theburningred

Happy Friday night!

I'm happy to report that I'm in an exceptional mood this evening. I just got home from the gym a little while ago, happy to report that i've made it there so far 3 nights this week. Score one for me! With a hot summer coming up i'm really looking forward to getting my body in good shape.

I'm also happy to say that I'm finally beating the crap out of the rut I was in for almost 4 months. It amazes me how thoughts of failure can make a person go ballistic. I was just so down on the inside for a while that i was starting to forget how it used to be before i let this bullshit run my life. I can't say victory is mine yet, but what i can say is that after 6 nights of partying last week i think i realized i need to wake up and pay more respect to my body. It's so easy to fall down into a hole, but it takes strength to get up and keep on going. I was wondering to myself how much money i've thrown away on unecessary shit and it makes me sad i don't need to pollute my health with the way i have been, and i'm ready to change that. As you are reading this you are prolly thinking that I'm ready for meeting, but no it's not what i'm saying- i'm just reflecting and looking forward to moving forward.

And if you are still reading, thanks! I think alot about you guys when I'm not on here. I think about the cool ass people i have conversed with, hung out with, and it makes me smile. This site to me is so much more than how it looks on the outside. Yes there are hot naked chicks but honestly sometimes i don't even check out sets. I check out you guys! I love that i'm given a place to put my thoughts, and that we let each other in our lives equally. You guys are great. Especially you Sarah, Jack, Mathew, and my new "Angel" of a friend Oliver. Becky, you are just plain too adorable for words, because you make me smile everytime i read your journals. And everybody else that has been nice enough to post something worth smiling for THANK YOU!

Anyway, what are your plans tonight? Anything kool? Me i'm not sure where the night is taking me but i'm very much looking forward to it.

Have a fantastic evening.

i'll leave you with the lyrics of the song i've been singing all day...
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Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me

I didn't go to boarding schools
Preppy girls never looked at me
Why should they I ain't nobody
Got nothing in my pocket

[Chorus]
Beverly Hills - That's where I want to be! (Gimme Gimme)
Living in Beverly Hills...
Beverly Hills - Rolling like a celebrity! (Gimme Gimme)
Living in Beverly Hills...

Look at all those movie stars
They're all so beautiful and clean
When the housemaids scrub the floors
They get the spaces in between

I wanna live a life like that
I wanna be just like a king
Take my picture by the pool
Cause I'm the next big thing!

Gotta love Weezer