theburningred

early mornin

amazingly enough it wasn't too hard getting up this morning. (even early at that)
Last night was tough- i tossed and turned for a while before going to sleep. I think it was the combination of restlessness and sorrow that had me there.

So last night i saw my ex, i finally got the chance to pick up my stuff left at his house since we broke up. I think i should have had it mailed! Yup, it's still hard to see this guy. It's crazy that you think you are ok until you are faced with the situation. i don't even know how it happened as it all happened so quickly. Next thing i knew I found myself wanting him- and it was just so intense. It was hard to not throw him down and ride the guy like my life depended on it- we kissed a little groped a little, I dunno. Just bad. We didn't thankfully i guess- just felt like i was intoxicated with desire. I just don't get why- there is so much bad blood there- he put it best when he said to me- WWIII could happen between us and we'd still want to fuck each other- funny i guess.

Luckily the night faded and it's back to life on this side of the computer.

Hump day once more- it's almost over! I spent yesterday at a job fair recruiting people to come work for us, it was quite interesting, there were all types, some over qualifiers, some under, some were plain weird. One guy reeked of booze just smelled like a liquor cabinet- it was disgusting at least i got out at 2 and had the rest of the day off.

i think this about sums my work up:

MARKETING

TODAYS MARKETING TYPES AND METHODS

The buzz word in today's business world is MARKETING. However, people
often ask for a simple explanation of "Marketing." Well, here it is:

You're a woman and you see a handsome guy at a party. You go up to him
and say, "I'm fantastic in bed," That's Direct Marketing.

You're at a ! party with a bunch of friends and see a handsome guy. One
of your friends goes up to him and pointing at you says, "She's
fantastic in bed." That's Advertising.

You see a handsome guy at a party. You go up to him and get his
telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm fantastic in
bed." That's Telemarketing.

You see a guy at a party, you straighten your dress. You walk up to him
and pour him a drink. You say, "May I," and reach up to straighten his
tie, brushing your breast lightly against his arm, and then say, "By the
way, I'm fantastic in bed." That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a handsome guy. He walks up to you and says, I
hear you're fantastic in bed. That's Brand Recognition.

You're at a party and see a handsome guy. He fancies you, but you talk
him into going home with your friend. That's a Sales Rep.

Your friend can't satisfy him so he calls you.
That's Tech Support.

You're on your way to a party when you realize that there could be
handsome men in all these houses you're passing. So you climb onto the
roof of one situated towards the center and shout at the top of your
lungs, "I'm fantastic in bed!" That's Junk Mail


Today i'm taking a break-no running, no biking no nothing! my legs are soo sore- and i have a date with my best friend- girls night in... chick flicks, and wine can't wait!

have a lovely day