Good afternoon
Well it's about 3 in the afternoon and I'm just getting up for the second time today. This weekend has been brutal on my sleep cycle. My triathlon training is really starting to kick my butt. As of now through my event date I'm training 6 days a week, and on the weekend i have to be up at 6am to drive an hour north to jupiter/juno beach to meet with my team. The race is 4/24 on a Sunday and everyday I'm getting more and more nervous thinking that there is no way in hell I'll be ready to compete. The whole thing is very intimidating. Right now I'm shopping for a road bike cuz the bike i have died on me this morning. Well I'm sure it's ok but it's a mountain bike and while their is a mountain bike division i think it's time i got a road bike. I need about 600 for a decent one but luckily one of my teamates has one that he doesn't use anymore. He said whatever i give him for it he'll put towards his own fundraising. (our cause is Leukemia) Anyway so that has been most of my weekend. I swam my little heart out yesterday morning- managed to get 1500 (60 laps) in- I'm so excited about the swimming part becuase i think that's where I'm seeing the real improvement. Running needs work.
Other than that I went out last night for a couple of hours with some girlfriends- a friend of mine was having a bachelorette party. I still can't believe how many of my friends are getting married and starting families. Sometimes I wonder where i would be if i married my ex when he asked me about it 4 years ago. Where would my life be right now? Would I be happier because I'm "married"? I doubt that, then I realize I'd absolutely be MISERABLE!!!! I would have missed out on the life I got to experience after him and I split. Thank god for cheating bastards huh? I am however not trying to be negative in any way, while yes it does feel great to be in love and have a mutual understanding with someone I can totally appreciate the wide open possibilities in my time now. I may not be having as much sex 
but i guess I'm learning that sex isn't everything., (but it's certainly a favorite)
I guess my happy thoughts are I'm losing weight and toning up- looking better and very happy about that.
have a great sunday! I gotta go take a nap and then run a couple miles.
God I wish i didn't have to work tomorrow!
Well it's about 3 in the afternoon and I'm just getting up for the second time today. This weekend has been brutal on my sleep cycle. My triathlon training is really starting to kick my butt. As of now through my event date I'm training 6 days a week, and on the weekend i have to be up at 6am to drive an hour north to jupiter/juno beach to meet with my team. The race is 4/24 on a Sunday and everyday I'm getting more and more nervous thinking that there is no way in hell I'll be ready to compete. The whole thing is very intimidating. Right now I'm shopping for a road bike cuz the bike i have died on me this morning. Well I'm sure it's ok but it's a mountain bike and while their is a mountain bike division i think it's time i got a road bike. I need about 600 for a decent one but luckily one of my teamates has one that he doesn't use anymore. He said whatever i give him for it he'll put towards his own fundraising. (our cause is Leukemia) Anyway so that has been most of my weekend. I swam my little heart out yesterday morning- managed to get 1500 (60 laps) in- I'm so excited about the swimming part becuase i think that's where I'm seeing the real improvement. Running needs work.
Other than that I went out last night for a couple of hours with some girlfriends- a friend of mine was having a bachelorette party. I still can't believe how many of my friends are getting married and starting families. Sometimes I wonder where i would be if i married my ex when he asked me about it 4 years ago. Where would my life be right now? Would I be happier because I'm "married"? I doubt that, then I realize I'd absolutely be MISERABLE!!!! I would have missed out on the life I got to experience after him and I split. Thank god for cheating bastards huh?
I am however not trying to be negative in any way, while yes it does feel great to be in love and have a mutual understanding with someone I can totally appreciate the wide open possibilities in my time now. I may not be having as much sex but i guess I'm learning that sex isn't everything., (but it's certainly a favorite)
I guess my happy thoughts are I'm losing weight and toning up- looking better and very happy about that.
have a great sunday! I gotta go take a nap and then run a couple miles.
God I wish i didn't have to work tomorrow!
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i'm sure things will be better next week, i think i've been carrying around too much estrogen the last couple of days. it really does make me a little psycho.