wow well lets see where do i start.. please forgive me for my spelling i am horable 
...well as of thursday ive been hanging out with this adorably incredible girl.. ive had the greatest time with her.. we have hung out at the beach and we went to mussiums.. its the first time ive been happy in a long time 
but anyways we will see where that goes.. 
on a diferent note.. my special friend who was mentiond above leaves my house at 2 am
.. i finaly fall asleap at 3 and my mom wakes me up freaking out cuz my lil sis(20) hasent come home yet.. wich is totaly not like her.. so on the hour every hour my mom comes in frantic that she isnt home. so at 5 i get up and i start going around town looking for her.. 8 am comes around and she hasent shown up for work.. im definatly starting to get worried.. with the kidnapings going on and all.. so i start calling al the ER\'s asking if my sister has been admited... she hasent 
.... my mom is freaking out crying and im having to be the person to deal with it.. i dont ever let myself over react or flip out im allways the one to deal with shit.. when ever family members die im allways the foundation it sucks but its nice to be the one people need i guess.. but i never have anyone to help me.. whatever .. back to my story.. so i move on to the next step and call the sheriff and report a mising person they post a state wide serch for my sister and around 10 my sister comes home she had gone out with friends and passed out.. for the first time in her life... so then she sees my mom flipping out andd crying and feals bad.. eather way im tierd and im thinking about the special someone i mentioned above.... 
i wanna see her already
...well as of thursday ive been hanging out with this adorably incredible girl.. ive had the greatest time with her.. we have hung out at the beach and we went to mussiums.. its the first time ive been happy in a long time but anyways we will see where that goes..
on a diferent note.. my special friend who was mentiond above leaves my house at 2 am
.. i finaly fall asleap at 3 and my mom wakes me up freaking out cuz my lil sis(20) hasent come home yet.. wich is totaly not like her.. so on the hour every hour my mom comes in frantic that she isnt home. so at 5 i get up and i start going around town looking for her.. 8 am comes around and she hasent shown up for work.. im definatly starting to get worried.. with the kidnapings going on and all.. so i start calling al the ER\'s asking if my sister has been admited... she hasent .... my mom is freaking out crying and im having to be the person to deal with it.. i dont ever let myself over react or flip out im allways the one to deal with shit.. when ever family members die im allways the foundation it sucks but its nice to be the one people need i guess.. but i never have anyone to help me.. whatever .. back to my story.. so i move on to the next step and call the sheriff and report a mising person they post a state wide serch for my sister and around 10 my sister comes home she had gone out with friends and passed out.. for the first time in her life... so then she sees my mom flipping out andd crying and feals bad.. eather way im tierd and im thinking about the special someone i mentioned above.... i wanna see her already
xoxo
Sunshine