Man, my roommate is crazy.
She was screaming obscenities on the phone earlier today.
"Nigger" - "Suck that Fat Cock" - "You like that you little cum whore"... etc. etc.
I'm not sure how much longer i'm willing to tolerate her phone sex escapades.
Being that she's old, fat and ugly, it's really the only action she probably gets, but, "Nigger"??? REALLY?
She's completely off her rocker. Always talks to herself, and it's always in an inquisitive tone, you know, how a persons voice raises at the end of a sentence when they're asking a question. Every Sentence.
Man I need a job to get me out of the house. Damn it Bungie HIRE ME! lol.
Anyway, Crazy Roommate story of the day out of the way. Things have slightly settled down for me, not sure if i've finally realized that the woman I've been in love with for the past 2 years is probably never going to talk to me again, it was weird how it happened too... she calls me crying and says we can't talk anymore... I ask why, she says she needs to "better herself as a woman" before she can start a relationship... it was really weird.
But that was a few months ago, and I haven't heard from her since. Soo, starting to lose hope.
I know I know, you're probably thinking; Dude, duh, get over it, it's obvious, well, unfortunately i don't really have/want to take the time to delve into the complexities of our past relationship and all the intricate details that make what happened seem weird, totally unexpected, and possibly the worst timing in human history...
well, maybe the last one won't take so long, i just moved houses to be closer to her. The day before she called was when I finished moving. So that sucked a fat one. meh.
However, i will say that moving back to this hell-hole where I semi-grew up has given me the opportunity to re-connect with a lot of my old friends... who it turns out have either become very racist, or maybe i've grown out of something that's taken for granted out here...
I just never realized Walnut Creek, Ca could be such a hot spot for underlying racial tension. It's ridiculous to me, the amount of times I've heard "Nigger" used as a derogatory description for someone within the past 2 months, and 90% of the time they weren't even talking about african americans!!
Maybe i'm TOTALLY missing something here, but WTF... I was raised to understand that, under NO circumstances, do you say that word. At All. Ever. Soooo, what the hell are people thinking? What the fuck makes it OK to say that? TO someone? About someone? --*Sigh*--
It's really hard to believe that the current state of humanity should be saved from imminent natural disaster and "2012-esque" end of the world scenarios, It's things like that, that make me think that *maybe* (BIG maybe) it would be better for the human race to actually go through some giant catastrophic event if only in the ned to unite us together as one people, as a race of beings who are trying to survive...
So maybe that's the problem with humanity, not just at the moment but throughout history as well, when one no longer has the need to work with others to survive, when it becomes apparent that one person can get ahead of the pack, escape the mob mentality and make ones self perceivebly richer or better than the masses, that's when one loses sight of ones humanity, that's when one stops working with others to better the whole and starts focusing on ones self. The downfall of the society that breeds that mentality is garuanteed, I believe that only through working together as an entire species will humanity be able to withstand the trials that await us... i mean, honestly, how far into the future do you think ANY current government or agency is planning?
Just thoughts.
She was screaming obscenities on the phone earlier today.
"Nigger" - "Suck that Fat Cock" - "You like that you little cum whore"... etc. etc.
I'm not sure how much longer i'm willing to tolerate her phone sex escapades.
Being that she's old, fat and ugly, it's really the only action she probably gets, but, "Nigger"??? REALLY?
She's completely off her rocker. Always talks to herself, and it's always in an inquisitive tone, you know, how a persons voice raises at the end of a sentence when they're asking a question. Every Sentence.
Man I need a job to get me out of the house. Damn it Bungie HIRE ME! lol.
Anyway, Crazy Roommate story of the day out of the way. Things have slightly settled down for me, not sure if i've finally realized that the woman I've been in love with for the past 2 years is probably never going to talk to me again, it was weird how it happened too... she calls me crying and says we can't talk anymore... I ask why, she says she needs to "better herself as a woman" before she can start a relationship... it was really weird.
But that was a few months ago, and I haven't heard from her since. Soo, starting to lose hope.
I know I know, you're probably thinking; Dude, duh, get over it, it's obvious, well, unfortunately i don't really have/want to take the time to delve into the complexities of our past relationship and all the intricate details that make what happened seem weird, totally unexpected, and possibly the worst timing in human history...
well, maybe the last one won't take so long, i just moved houses to be closer to her. The day before she called was when I finished moving. So that sucked a fat one. meh.
However, i will say that moving back to this hell-hole where I semi-grew up has given me the opportunity to re-connect with a lot of my old friends... who it turns out have either become very racist, or maybe i've grown out of something that's taken for granted out here...
I just never realized Walnut Creek, Ca could be such a hot spot for underlying racial tension. It's ridiculous to me, the amount of times I've heard "Nigger" used as a derogatory description for someone within the past 2 months, and 90% of the time they weren't even talking about african americans!!
Maybe i'm TOTALLY missing something here, but WTF... I was raised to understand that, under NO circumstances, do you say that word. At All. Ever. Soooo, what the hell are people thinking? What the fuck makes it OK to say that? TO someone? About someone? --*Sigh*--
It's really hard to believe that the current state of humanity should be saved from imminent natural disaster and "2012-esque" end of the world scenarios, It's things like that, that make me think that *maybe* (BIG maybe) it would be better for the human race to actually go through some giant catastrophic event if only in the ned to unite us together as one people, as a race of beings who are trying to survive...
So maybe that's the problem with humanity, not just at the moment but throughout history as well, when one no longer has the need to work with others to survive, when it becomes apparent that one person can get ahead of the pack, escape the mob mentality and make ones self perceivebly richer or better than the masses, that's when one loses sight of ones humanity, that's when one stops working with others to better the whole and starts focusing on ones self. The downfall of the society that breeds that mentality is garuanteed, I believe that only through working together as an entire species will humanity be able to withstand the trials that await us... i mean, honestly, how far into the future do you think ANY current government or agency is planning?
Just thoughts.
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cassy:
oh man roommates are such a pain!
thebritish:
Seriously, the only way to get through it all is with a sense of humour and compassion for those less mentally fortunate than ourselves... (and by that i mean ignorant ppl
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